Snuff porn has made me really demented and evil! I often think, is killing and dying really all that bad? People say I will end up in hell and I really hope that is true! No one understands the lust for death as I do. Just look at how much serenity my victims have as they take their last breath.
I long for that bliss in my own life. No more evilness, sadness, or even happiness on their face anymore. Must be nice to end it all!
They are just there, a lifeless doll that’s empty of feelings, and thoughts… Just gone. All I know is this snuff I watch has me thinking about slicing myself up and letting the blood run down my wrist. I will cut the right way too! No playing here! Not that I haven’t tried before, only to be rushed to the hospital and my life saved. Stupid fucks!
This time I will do it with an evil-ass man who wants to fuck me as I bled out! Sharp razor blades, blood, and big cocks always have been such a turn-on for me. Look at your teen bitch bleeding out under you, isn’t that so hot!
The emptiness in my eyes tells you I am no longer insane or in pain. Just lost in the death moment begging to see what is on the other side! I truly know that sometimes taking the last breath from someone is not always evil! And that sometimes just cutting and bleeding gives you pleasure no one can ever understand.
* Evil Grin*









I wonder how it feels not being able to find your daughter.. Meanwhile, she is in my basement chamber getting her holes torn apart as we speak! Stupid whore, at that not accepting that you are never going to see her again.. poor thingg xD










