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Unwanted Extras

Castration phone sexI am a firm believer in only buying and having what you absolutely need in your life, everything else is a waste.  One thing that I do not need in my life are the testicles of any man.  Why would I ever need them? I do not want offspring, could you imagine? HA!  I do not have sex unless there is some degree of pain involved and then the act is about Me, not him, so again, they are not needed.  They are just unwanted extras.  Things to be eradicated from My life and sight.

I think it is one of My most important tasks that I have been put on this earth to do.  Just think of how freeing it would be for you to not have to worry about getting someone pregnant, or having sex at all for that matter.  I also love to take the hands on approach to omitting them from your body.  Of course there are surgical procedures, anesthesia, or even numbing creams, to Me none of them are necessary.

For Me using My very own teeth, jaw pressure, with just a touch of sharpened finger nails add just that right personal touch.  I am sure it will be beyond painful for you, which is a good thing.  For Me it will be pure joy as I thrash My head side to side with your thin skin ripping from beneath your cock to release the treasure that I am after.  And who wouldn’t want My mouth near their cocks? Even if it is to castrate you in one of the most terrifying way possible.

These Tits Were Made For Killing

Snuff phone sex

Behold the mighty power of Tits! What in the world am I speaking of? Let me enlighten you.  I had the most wonderful call from a fantastic gentleman who wanted Me to use My luscious tits to smother him  to death.  Isn’t that the most delicious thing you have ever heard of? I thought so.  Can you imagine?

I just pressed them right against his handsome face and spoke to him the whole time applying more and more pressure.  I could feel his mouth opening as his nostrils flared to try to take in a breath that he needed so desperately.  I however just pressed down harder.  I could see his eyes peeking out at Me, that was the best part actually.  Watching as he was unable to move due to having his arms firmly cinched into a leather arm sleeve behind his back.  Of course he could try to wiggle about but not enough to dislodge Me from My heavenly perch.

Slowly but surely the light in his eyes started to dim.  It was perfection and I have to say, I enjoyed the call immensely.  Thank you My new friend for allowing Me to snuff you out using My beautiful tits.  It was My pleasure entirely.

Twist

Strangulation phone sexHovering over you I smile.  I’m not sure what I enjoy more.  You being tied so tightly that you cannot move, or My stocking wrapped firmly around your neck.  Are you wondering how you got yourself into this situation? You shouldn’t.  You wanted this remember? You answered the ad that I placed looking for a Sadistic play partner.  I made it very clear that you would have no say what was done after you agreed to the terms.  You had days to decided not to do this, but here you are, in My bed trying so desperately to get free so that you can push Me away.

I have news for you sweetness, that is not going to happen.  At first you loved it as I pulled off My stockings in front of you.  You commented on how beautiful and long My legs were.  You enjoyed when I pulled that silken material over your lips.  You said you could smell My perfume on them, and to top it all off, your cock started to get hard.  How cute.

Perhaps you didn’t think I would go through with it? Perhaps you thought that I would just keep it on the fantasy level and then after I was done I would untie you, you would fuck Me and then we would have drinks afterward and laugh together.  I think not.  This is all too real, and I think that with each new tightening twist of my stocking, which is digging deeper and deeper into the flesh around your neck, you are beginning to realize just how real this is.

Movie Night

Snuff MoviesI think each and every one of us have a favorite all time movie.  Mine is a bit more…brutal than most.  My favorite film of all time is one that is entitled “A Serbian Film”, some of you may have seen it, and if not then perhaps you should.  This is about as close as you can come to having a movie about brutal, violent, gory, tortuous, vile sex that you can get.  It’s my go to snuff movie for inspiration.  This movie also has the distinction of being banned in not one, but four countries. 

There is so much depravity in this film that I come away from watching it feeling almost giddy.  I have never been full on giddy in my life, so that should tell you how much this movie is fucked up.  There is a plot to this movie, albeit stupid, but a plot none the less.  Just like you do not watch regular porn for the story line, you do not have to watch this one for a story line either.  The way it is shot is visually assaulting.  Beautiful, simply beautiful.

The next time you have your lady of choice over for a romantic evening.  Pop in this movie in the Blu-ray, and perhaps you can try to outdo the scenes in the movie.  I will leave you with my favorite line from the movie and it comes at the very end when one of the men filming the whole thing unzips his pants and heads toward three dead bodies, as he is doing so  the director says, “Start with the little one!”

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Violent Phone Sex

False Heaven

Strangulation phone sexI watch you from the corner.  Slowly drawing on my cigarette.  I think you completely forgot I was there since you were so intent on finishing what you started.  It was a slow build at first, I wasn’t even sure you would go through with it.  You took a long time just sitting in the metal chair staring into your hands.  I finally had to tell you it is either now or never.  You stood up and removed your clothing.  I took your hand and lead you down the hall.  Before I opened the door you hesitated.  You started to say, “What if…: I placed a finger on  your lips to silence you while giving you a smile.  I told you that there was nothing to be frightened about.  This is what you wanted, this is what you needed, this is what you have desired for so long.  You nodded your head in agreement. 

I pushed open the heavy door and stepped to the side.  You looked at the pale thin girl on the mattress, she looked at you in return.  She said, “Are you the one who is going to take me to see my Mommy?”  I walked over and smoothed her hair down while telling her in a soothing voice that yes he was the one that was going to take you to see your Mommy.  I told her to tell you where her mommy was.  She looked up at you and said, “Heaven.”

I held out my hand to you and as you grasp it I held it tight, pulling you toward us.  I released my grip and walked over and shut the door.  You were beginning to get down onto your knees as the last of the light faded from the hallway.  I walked across the room as you started to kiss her, she didn’t like it, you didn’t care.

You looked at me through the milky white light that was cascading into the room through the window next to me.  I said, “Go on.”  You pulled your arm back to deliver a hard slap to her flawless face.  She screamed.  You struck her again until the screaming stopped.  I leaned back against the wall to light a cigarette, I watched as the tendrils of smoke lifted up into the darkness above. 

I could tell you had entered her from her frantic pleading and crying.  She kept telling you it hurt, this only made your hips thrust faster, pushing yourself into her further to the point where you could feel her cervix give way.  You were at the point that you are now.  Hands around her throat, her broken nails clawing desperately at your hands.  It won’t be long now.  I snub out the hot box of my cigarette with my high heel before walking behind you.

Her eyes are losing focus, your grip becoming tighter and tighter.  I can see her mouth opening and closing like a mute person calling out for a savior that will never come.  You reach orgasm just as her head rolls to the side.  I put my hand on your back and ask you if that is what you wanted.  You look up at me, sweat streaming down your face to say that you were surprised that I told her that you would take her to see her Mommy in Heaven and that she stayed in the room without trying to get away. You also stated that you were surprised you actually went that way with it as you only wanted to feel what a tight pussy would be like.

Before stepping out of the door into the dimly lit hallway I turned to you, smiling I said, “Oh that.  Heaven is the name of the bar her Mother is drinking at tonight, certainly it is not my fault you thought she meant the other Heaven.” I see the look on your face and I laugh as I leave you to your guilt.

Eyes Forced Open

Rape phone sex fantasiesHello there little darling, I take it you are taking a short cut?  Don’t you know that pretty things like you shouldn’t walk down alley ways like this in broad daylight, let alone this late at night.  I am sure you have heard stories of what can happen in them.  That’s right, pull your coat around you tighter and walk faster, surely nothing bad will happen if you do that.  You do not have to worry about me, I’m perfectly safe.  However, I’m not sure that the Gentleman whom is with me is.  He noticed you as soon as you turned down this long dark alley.  He saw how you kept looking over your shoulder and pulled your purse hard against your body. 

He pulled on my hand and pointed to you.  I knew right then from the smile on his face that he was thinking of having some fun.  Not fun for you though, only fun for him and of course Me.  As you passed us it was all I could do to keep him at bay until you walked a little further up into the darkness.  The funny thing is that when you saw us you lowered your head never taking your eyes off of the ground before you. That was a huge mistake my dear. 

If you had simply walked down this dirty, filthy, dimly lit path that you have chosen with your head held high and giving off the sense of confidence perhaps you wouldn’t be about to be in delicious pain. 

I watch as he runs up behind you.  Your scream is stifled by his strong hand against your mouth.  He turns you around forcing you against the wall, pulling from you your coat.  You try to fight but there is no use and for him…that is part of the fun. Your eyes are forced open as he plunges himself inside you.  He is brutal, he is unrelenting and he is having the time of his life.

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An Introduction To Torture Sex

Torture sexIt takes a certain mind set to be aroused by Torture Sex.  There are so many lovely, erotic, brutal things which fall within this type of “Fetish”.  Dependent upon the level of pain your partner can take, and their definition of torture you can open up a whole new world for them.  Imagine if you will the following:

You have had her tied up for hours when the norm calls for twenty minutes max as not to cause nerve damage.  You have found a way around this BDSM golden rule by changing her position a few times without saying a single word to her while yanking her into position.  At last you come into the room and her body is trembling.  All the muscles are constantly spasming which causes her great discomfort, but you do not want discomfort, you want to have your Torture fun.  You walk toward her as you are angry and brandish the dagger.

She tells you to stop fucking around, you haul off and back hand her.  She starts to swear at you. Your reply to her vulgar words is to lay the length of the cold steel of the blade against her lips until she shuts up.  You put the knife down and she starts to cry.  You smile to yourself as you get the fucking machine ready.  She sobs and as you grab the knife she starts to scream, you slice through her binds, grab her hair and pull her across the floor until she is in the position with her asshole exposed to the tip of the enormous dildo on the end of the machine.

You squat down and raise a finger to your lips as you reach over her to turn it on.  Her mouth flies open while she tries to move forward from the violent penetration of her virgin ass.  You hold her face in your hands so that you can watch every single tear roll down her cheek.  You put a posture collar round her soft neck, thread rope through the D ring and tether her in place. 

You go out of the room for a moment to get the bull whip that you have been practicing with for the past month without her knowledge.  You say in a firm voice, “Tell me what you are!”  She says nothing.  You crack the whip against the curvature of her ass, the welt appears immediately.  You repeat your demand.  She whimpers.  You send another searing crack of the bull whip against her tender flesh.  This goes on until she answers you but you do not stop assaulting her tender flesh with your weapon.

With your cock hard as a rock you quickly turn off the fucking machine, getting behind her you shove your cock into her wet pussy.  You unbuckle the the posture collar so that you can place your strong fingers around her neck.  As you choke her harder and harder you both cum. 

Doesn’t all that sound lovely?  I know it does.  Now it is just a matter of dating the right woman who would allow you do this, or better yet, just pick someone at random.  That way it will not matter if they will allow it or not, after all it is all about your pleasure, not theirs.

Holiday Feast

Most everyone is getting ready to have one of the biggest family meals of the year.  There are some however who prefer to have an intimate celebration with just a few very close friends.  This is how I Myself spend the Holiday.  A few like minded friends from My very small circle of Friends come to My home to enjoy a tasty gourmet dinner made by yours truly. 

Before I can start the main course there are certain preparations that must be attended to.  I have two “sous chefs” that help me in this area.  They are two of the Ladies that attend the same type of Worship Services I do.  They take a perverse pleasure of doing the prep work.  It makes Me smile as I sit down to enjoy a bit of Highland Park Scotch while they joyfully go about their tasks.

Nothing is ever wasted from our main course.  What cannot be consumed today will be stored to be used for ceremonial purposes throughout the year ahead.  I find this very environmentally friendly, do you not agree?  After everything is done, We (as it takes the three of Us) put the Holiday Feast into the specialized oven. 

Then all We need do is sit back, mingle with My guests, and enjoy the savory aroma that permeates My house until dinner is ready.  I hope you enjoy your Holiday as much as I know I will.

THAT Belongs To Me

Castration Phone SexYou silly little man.  Did you really think that I would let you treat Me that way and get away with it?  Your stupidity is much more vast than I had thought, if indeed that is what you think.  Now you have found yourself in a very uncomfortable and unfortunate position.  Tell Me. How does that cold steel feel beneath you?  Do you enjoy being in five point restraints on a hard surface?  You can try and try to get out of it but I can assure you I am most adept at knots so you just go and struggle your little heart out.  You aren’t going anywhere sunshine. 

First things first I need to get undressed.  Don’t get  your hopes up doll, this isn’t an Edge Play type of thing.  This is so I do not get blood on my dress.  Do you recognize the lingerie?  It is what you brought for Me when W/we were in Paris.  I thought it only fitting to wear something that makes your pathetic penis rise. 

You just lay there and I will get the instruments ready that I will need.  See, you seem to think that just because W/we are dating that you “own” Me.  Nobody owns Me, and nobody ever will.  You have thought it necessary to be domineering in public settings when your friends are around.  Although I said nothing, do not think that I didn’t hear every word.  Now you leave Me no choice but to teach you exactly what belongs to Whom.

That thing that hangs between your legs is Mine.  You can shake your head no all you like, it doesn’t change that fact.  Since it is Mine, I am going to take it.  I am going to rip it from your body then feed it to you. One bite at a time.  They say you are what you eat, and you My dear have been nothing but a Dick.

War Lord

The Countries of Africa have always interested me. There is so much strife, poverty, sickness, malnourishment, beauty, sadness, majestic wildlife, corruption, genocide, and of course my favorite War Lords.  Just the name makes me quiver.  War Lords put a whole new meaning to the word torture.  They are some of the cruelest men on the face of the Earth, and I for one admire them.

Taboo phone sexFrom time to time I will travel to African American Museums to bare witness to their unconscionable thinking.  Recently there was one such exhibit at a Museum in Dallas.   I traveled there so that I could gaze upon certain artifacts that were, and in some cases, still used to this very day.  It allows me to fantasy about what it would be to be a powerful Woman War Lord.  I smirk when I think if they were to hear of Me they would just laugh due to the fact that I am a “mere” Woman, but they would soon realize that I can just be just as cruel and evil as them for no other reason than perhaps I feel like it.

Bloody phone sexAt first it would be rather hard to garner support but I would make sure I had something in large supply that a lot of other War Lords could not get their hands on.  That would be Khat.  Khat is one of the most wonderful drugs in the world.  I doesn’t look like a drug that we have access to here in the states.  We tend to smoke, snort, or inject our drugs, but Khat is simply chewed.  It is highly addictive, it makes you feel so very wonderful, and after just a little bit, you want more and more and more.  It would be so easy to have Myself a little band of addicts who will do what ever atrocities My wicked brain could come up with.  They would without question knowing that when they came back, they could settle in with a bundle of Khat and drift off into addict slumber. 

Violent phone sexAs I strolled through the exhibits, My thoughts turning more and more violent as I worked on My War Lord fantasy, I came across an object that made me smile fully.  It was the most wonderful Nzappa zap I had ever seen.  I knew about them, but I had never seen one for Myself in real life.  I could see Myself out at night, silently maneuvering My lovely dark skinned followers through the jungle.  Coming upon an encampment of our enemy, then deftly flinging this far range ax across the still of the night until it embedded it’s self into the side of someone’s skull. 

All in all I think I would make a fantastic War Lord.