Do you have snuff porn fantasies? Most of us have murderous rage in us, even a submissive whore like me. I had a revenge fantasy that I attempted to make a reality. It backfired on me, however. I hate my stepson. It is a love hate relationship. I love that he will give me coke, but I hate what he makes me do for it. No one shames me or abuses me more than a boy I have raised since he was a young teen. He had me meet him in the woods last night. I knew he was going to fuck me in the woods. Get me high then use me like an ass rape porn star. I hid a shovel behind a tree. I planned on whacking him over the head with the shovel and burying him in the woods. I would get his stash and be done with his abuse. It was a good plan. I have been binge watching Snapped and Buried in the Backyard episodes. I wasn’t strong enough to hit him hard enough to kill him. I was only able to hit him hard enough to piss him off. He ran after me angrier than ever. When he caught me, he hit me over the head with my shovel. I woke tied up and in the back of his car. He was driving me somewhere. I pleaded for forgiveness, but he remained mute; likely seething with anger and plotting my death. He didn’t kill me. But he let me know there are no second chances. If I even looked at him cross eyed again, he would kill me and fuck my dead body without a single thought beforehand. He did kick and punch the life out me as proof that he could kill me with his bare hands if he wanted.
He wanted an accomplice phone sex partner. I am not a sadistic, but I am a drug addict. He Knew my weakness and he used it to get me to kidnap a young girl for him. I lured her away from the swimming pool. My accomplice was waiting in a car in the parking lot. It was easy to take her, even in public. Scary how easy it was too. I felt bad because I knew he had something evil in store for her. She would not survive the day. My need for coke outweighed my concern for her life, however. I know that makes me evil. Just as evil as my accomplice who was going to have snuff sex with her tiny body. I sat in the corner getting high. I did lines of powder while he penetrated her tight virgin holes. She was bleeding from her cunt and ass. She was crying for her mommy. I just cowered in the corner doing lines trying to forget that I brought a young sweet girl to a nightmare she would never awake from. He violated her repeatedly for hours. Once he couldn’t cum anymore, he snapped her neck in two. He made me bury her tiny body. He made me just as guilty as him. In many ways, I was more guilty.
Anal torture sex is never fun, not even for an anal sex whore. While my sons were watching fireworks with their dad, I was with my drug dealer working off an old debt. Marcus and his friends gang banged my ass until it prolapsed. My ass has prolapsed before. Honestly, I didn’t think twice about it. I can handle the pain. They didn’t stop there. They got out sex machines and double fucked me while their cocks got hard again. They joked about putting me back together again, just to tear me up all over again. I was crying. The dildos on the sex machines were lubed up in Ben Gay. So, my prolapsed asshole was burning like it was on fire while they fucked me. They laughed. Pissed in my asshole to add salt to the wound. Marcus is not normally so brutal with me, but I did owe a sizeable amount of money to him. His friends had huge cocks and huge hands. They fucked me with fists too. It went on for hours. They would prolapse my asshole then fuck it back inside me again. Marcus told me I could earn some more coke by doing this again tomorrow. I am such a druggy whore, I agreed.
When you are a junkie, ass rape porn gets you your next fix. Guys pay to fuck your ass. I should say they pay to fuck your ass up good. Sunday came around and I had no blow left. I blew through my weekend stash quicker than usual. I wasn’t sure who to go to, so I placed an ad on a fetish site I have used in the past. I have no dealers who will float me money anymore. I have burned too many bridges that way. I got a hit within minutes of placing the ad. College boys who just wanted to fuck an ass. They didn’t care that I was a coke head. They didn’t care that I was a milf. They just wanted to fuck my ass. I let them. I didn’t even mind that they were fucking me when I was sober. I figured college boys couldn’t hurt me too badly. I was wrong there. First, they had huge dicks for white boys. Second, they wanted to put their cocks in my ass at the same time. And, finally, they didn’t want to use any lube. Once they attacked my ass, I wished that I had coke. I just focused on the money I was getting after they got their ass jollies. I mean a gangbang rape porn isn’t anything when I need coke. It was something. Something very painful. They rammed those cocks deep in my ass dry then made me add a dildo, so it felt like three dicks in my ass at once. I was trying not to scream bloody murder as I felt my ass stretch and bleed. Finally, it was over they all nutted inside me. When I asked for the money, they laughed at me and left. They joked about fucking a whore for free.
Most men have rape phone sex fantasies, many have them for their mommy. I let this boy act out his rape fantasies for his mother using me as a surrogate. He paid me. I thought it would be rough sex. Maybe some hardcore anal or something like that. I expected angry sex. Most boys think their moms have cock teased them for decades. This boy was wanting to make love to mommy not force fuck her. That was odd. I have had many a younger man explore his rape fantasies with me and they are always aggressive. I went with it because I was being paid. I was telling him to cum in mommy because I just wanted it over. I wanted to be done with his boring ass. That was when he snapped. Suddenly his hands were around my throat and he was fucking my ass like I was an ass rape porn star. He was calling me a cock teasing cunt while he sodomized my ass. He was in a mood, finally. He flipped me over, kept sodomizing me and pulled my hair the entire time he slapped his cock inside my ass. Now, I was getting fucked. Now, he was showing his true feelings for his cock teasing mommy. I egged him on because I like rough sex. I just wanted him to get his money’s worth. I wanted him to have some closure. When your mommy won’t take care of you, take her or take me. I am the next best thing.
I owed my drug dealer money, so he sold me to some black men for ass rape porn. These were gang bangers with huge cocks. No one wanted to use lube. Hell, my asshole wasn’t even worthy of some salvia. They gang banged my ass raw. Do you know what coke can thick cocks feel like going in your ass dry? My anus tore. When they were done, my asshole was prolapsed. It was hanging on the outside instead of the inside where it belongs. They started laughing at the old whore with the bleeding, prolapsed asshole. One of them pulled at a rubber band and started smacking it. The skin is so sensitive there, that tears welled up in my eyes. That just fueled them further. Another one of the guys took a zip tie off something and zip tied my prolapsed asshole. It felt like it was so tight it might sever my prolapsed asshole off from my ass. They left the zip tie on while the pissed on my inside out asshole. It burned like acid. They just laughed at my pain. I as a worthless whore in their mind. I was only good for gangbang rape porn and nothing more. Suddenly, one of them took the zip tie off and they started fucking my bloody prolapsed asshole back inside me. Their cocks were so big, they were able to do it, but not without making my asshole look like a bloody swollen mess.
He said it was torture sex I would enjoy. He was wrong. I don’t think any woman enjoys torture. If I wanted my bag of coke, however, I had to let him do his medical experiments on me. He was like some sort of demented med student. He sells coke and high-end pharmaceutical drugs, but pills have never been my problem. I like cocaine. Cocaine doesn’t always like me though. Thankfully I was high last night because he put a cattle prod in my cunt and shocked me. It was the most awful pain ever. I was pissing myself and convulsing. He was stroking his cock. He said this was for a medical experiment. Instead of paying me cash, he was giving me coke. This was no medical experiment. This was torture for pleasure, his pleasure. He put the cattle prod up my ass too. I twitched so bad I thought I was having a seizure. Honestly, this was as hard as I had ever worked for a bag of blow. He even used a speculum on me and sprayed my insides with some sort of chemical. It burned and made my pussy bleed. He said he was sterilizing me, but I had a hysterectomy last year. He was just torturing me some more. I let him think he had left me barren because he got off on my tears. I just wanted my bag of fucking coke, but he was not yet done with his medical fetish phone sex experiments. He pierced my clit with a hat pin and laughed as I bled. I wanted to scream to him to just give me my damn coke, but I knew better. He was a sadist and I was his muse. I think he might have been a Nazi doctor descendent. Thankfully, I got my coke. I went home and dulled my pain with white line after white line.
I will admit to having extreme kidnapping fantasies. I have what is called abduction fetishism. Kidnapping phone sex arouses me. The idea of a man picking me up or snatching me up some place makes me wet. I love the unexpected. I got it too. My car broke down on the highway. It was dark and raining. My cell had no reception. I was hoping I would see an exit for a gas station or something. An older man offered me a ride. I knew it was risky, but I was desperate. Plus the risk of being abducted came into play also. He did take me to a gas station, but he was working with someone. I got out of his truck, went around to the pay phone on the side to call my husband and that was the last thing I remember before I was hit on the head. I woke up naked and blindfolded on a floor. What woke me up was piss. Some one or something was pissing on me. I woke up screaming, demanding to be released but that wasn’t happening. I had been abducted. Scared for sure, but I was more aroused because of my fetish. I was being used for ass rape porn. I had been kidnapped for sex slavery. A used up dirty old whore means men can use me rough because I am at the end of my usefulness anyway. No need to keep my holes tight because nothing is tight anymore. They passed me around fucking my ass and fisting my cunt. I never saw their faces. They used me, then dumped my body in a dumpster. I got away, but I smelled like sex and garbage. Never take rides from strangers girls, not unless you enjoy being a dirty taboo whore and have an abduction fetish like me.
It was a nice change of pace for me to be on the giving side of an ass rape porn. Normally, I am the receiver of anal torture, but my master wanted a show. He wanted a show with a young girl. I had to pretend to be a maternal type to lure a sweet young lass from the mall. When people first meet me, they don’t think I am a submissive whore. They see a normal looking soccer mom, but I am far from normal. I am a drug addicted whore who does what she is told in exchange for drugs and to avoid punishment. I knew I was in trouble when I met Terry. He is the kind of man you never say no too. I brought him home a little treat to play with even though I knew no one would be returning her. Master made me fist her tiny little pink asshole to prep her for his cock. She screamed for her mommy. That made Master threaten her mommy to shut her up. She was never going to she her mommy again but only Master and I knew that. I felt bad being his accomplice phone sex partner. I brought him a young girl to slaughter. He force fucked her first. After I fisted her tiny pink asshole, he rammed his cock inside her balls deep until he ruined her fuck holes. Her anus prolapsed. It looked painful. When he fucked her cunt, he strangled her. She died quickly, but my horror was just beginning. He made me dismember her tiny body and burry her in the back yard. I had to clean up the mess I made of her tiny body. Luckily, she was tiny. It could have been worse, but her dead little body will forever haunt me.
Domination phone sex is what I deserve. Usually, it is a man who is my master and dominating me. Last night, he used a surrogate master. He sold me for the night to an Asian woman. She was no bigger than me, but she was very dominant. Master watched as she wrestled me. The deal was if I won, I got a free week all to my own. If I lost, nothing changed. I was wrestling for some freedom. She was not that big. I honestly thought I could take her. She was stronger than she looked. She had me in all sorts of contortionist poses that were very painful. Master loved seeing me get conquered by a woman. A mean ass bitch too. While I was being held down in various poses, she spit on me. She pissed on me. She even shoved a cattle prod in my ass. When she shocked me, I pissed myself. I didn’t win. I didn’t get the upper hand, not even once. No surprise there. My master was super hard. It was all a farce. I had no chance of freedom. They just wanted to abuse me, and master wanted to watch a female dominate me too. I will always be a taboo phone sex slut.
