Snuff movies are more fun to watch than to star in. I know from experience how rough some snuff flicks are on a woman’s holes. I owed this woman. Well, not so much owed her. She was blackmailing me. She found out I was fucking her son. I think she was just jealous that I got to his little wiener before her. She threatened to call the cops on me. I was stupid. I sent him nude selfies. He is younger than my two sons. I figured for a mom to blackmail me instead of sending me to prison, it had to be something extreme I had to do in exchange. I was thinking snuff porn. This woman is rough. If I had known she was the boy’s mother, I never would have seduced him. She is a biker bitch. Single mom. Reputation as a man eater. She is awful to men. Turns out she is just as awful to women who molest her son. I had no choice. Be her victim for whatever macabre film she was going to make, or go to prison and never see my boys again. I made a torture film with her. She stripped me down naked and tied me to a table. My legs were spread. She had electrodes attached to my nipples and clit. She shocked me so often, I could smell my burning flesh. She used a couple of those industrial sized back massagers everyone knows women use on their pussies. She shoved one in my cunt and the other one up my ass. I was screaming. My entire body was convulsing from over stimulation. She duct taped the vibrator to my pussy and I was having piss orgasms. She was filming it. Apparently, streaming the torture sex of my girl parts for profit was her way of exacting revenge. From all the money dings I heard, it was a profitable revenge.
Medical fetish phone sex calls scare me. Anytime, anyone asks me what my medical fetish is, I go mute. I do not want to say I am into rough anal. I mean I do love a hardcore ass fucking, but most guys are more brutal than I could even imagine with my ass. My stepson has a private client who loves medical fetish flicks. He wants an asshole prolaplsed to the point you can put a zip tie on it and make the anus look like a pacifier. No thank you. But it is not like I have a choice. I wanted to spend Father’s day with my husband and my sons, but I was summoned. I had to lie to my family about where I needed to go in the middle of our celebration. I love my family, but my stepson controls me with blackmail and cocaine. I told him I did not have much time that I could be gone. I threatened him but I cannot back it up. I can never back it up. I am too afraid of losing my cushy life. I am just a perpetual fuck up. Everything was set up for a quick snuff porn, but I dreaded this. I saw the stirrups, speculum, the Ben-Gay and the zip ties. This was going to hurt. I sat in a gyno chair with my legs spread. He used a baseball bat to pull my asshole inside out. He put a zip tie on it, followed by some Ben-Gay. My eyes were burning but not like my prolapsed asshole. Hot damn, I was in pain. I was crying. A hardcore ass fucking is one thing. I can handle that. This was anal torture. I was bleeding. I could feel it. My stepson had the camera rolling. It was a live stream for his client. I would have said, who gets off on this kind of anal abuse, but I know plenty of you do. Anal torture sex keeps my phones ringing, but this was not a fantasy call. This was abuse. When I was allowed to leave, I could not sit to drive home. My asshole was still protruding out. Just another day in the life of a druggy whore.
My stepson is in the snuff porn business. I am usually his star. We have an agreement of sorts. I do whatever he says and he gives me coke and does not tell his daddy what a coke fiend I am. I am indebted to my stepson because my husband cut me off financially years ago. He would give me money weekly for groceries and stuff, but it was all going up my nose. Now, I have to get creative with how I get my coke. I do little movies for him and he brings me coke and shuts his mouth. He is rough on my holes, but I have no choice really. He is blackmailing me. Plus, he is my number one coke supplier. I need to do whatever the fuck he wants even if it is a violent ass rape porn movie. Last night, that is what it was, but not for me. I got to be the mommy accomplice. It was hot. The plot of the film was that I was a mommy druggy whore who sold her daughter’s Lolita ass for coke. Trust me, if I had a daughter, that film would be mirroring my life. Not sure where he got the girl. I do not ask many questions. She was a young teen girl. She told me he offered her $500 and she needs to help her family. This one was young and innocent unlike me, but she was willing. I feared for her because I knew she had no clue what she was getting herself into. We made a violent teen rape porn. He streamed me sodomizing her with my fists and a beer bottle. He fucked her ass too. I just primed her tight teen shit box for him. She had a dirty ass if you know what I mean. I am a seasoned anal whore. I use an emema before I do a hardcore anal porn. I cleaned her ass out and up when I was done with her, but my stepson’s viewers loved it. Every fucking moment. Her ass was destroyed and sore at the end. I felt bad. She went through hell for $500. But then so do I. My stepson loves desperate girls. Do you?
I love kinky or violent roleplay phone sex. Usually, on my snuff site guys are calling me for accomplice stuff or to make me their victim with some sort of dark and violent death at the end. My last caller of the night wanted me in charge. I was the bad ass cop, and he was the dirty black boy speeding. I am submissive and mostly play the victim role, so it was nice to be in charge. You know, be the bad ass. He wanted some race play, which I almost never get to do as a sub, but I called him a dirty nigger boy and abused the fuck out of him. He liked it though when I shoved my baton up his ass. He came so hard. I am sure he had no clue that he had an ass rape porn star living inside him. I had him bent over the hood of his car. I pulled his pants down to do a full cavity search. I was sure he was hiding drugs somewhere. So, I checked. I used my tongue and fingers to probe his ass. When I could not get deep enough in his black ass, I broke out my baton. I spit on the top and I spit on his dirty black ass and shoved that baton so deep that I am sure it felt like it might come out his mouth. I was hurling racial insults calling him a coon and nigger boy, and so many others. His cock was big. He liked whatever I was doing to his tight asshole. His monster nigger dick got so big with that Baton up his ass. I told him to fuck my white cunt while I had a gun to his head. Only thing he was good for was fucking. He pounded the shit out of my fuck holes because his life depended on it. It was a hot taboo phone sex roleplay. Gave me a taste of being in charge and I liked it. Also, gave me a taste for those big nigger dicks and I liked that too.
Torture sex fantasies are common with a submissive slut like me. Men know when you are desperate for cash, attention or drugs. I am usually desperate for all three. My stepson knows this all to well. He dangles carrots in my face and every time I say no more, I cave because he gives me what I crave and need which is a big bag of coke. He showed up last night while his father was out of town on business. His brothers were asleep upstairs. I knew it was him at the door. It was almost 2 am and I heard the door open. It sounds a beep in my room. No one was breaking in. Whomever came in had a key and knew the code. With my boys asleep and my husband out of town, that left my stepson. I sighed heavy knowing this would be no fun for me. I went to do a bump quickly and realized I was out. Ugh. Now, I was going to have to do what he wanted. What he wanted was to make a violent ass rape porn. He had a client wanting a personal movie just for his spank bank collection. My stepson gets the money and I get some coke. I knew there would be blood, shit, piss and pain involved, but I was desperate. I was out of coke. I would have agreed to be dismembered. I was prepared, well I thought I was. A baseball bat up the ass sober with no lube rips your asshole apart. Makes it bleed too. I am sore today. Sorer than I have been in a long time. My asshole is swollen and bleeding still, but the coke numbs the pain. I would say that I will not be his taboo phone sex whore again, but I will be desperate for coke again soon.
Taboo phone sex is something I am no stranger too. I have had taboo sex all my life. I lost my virginity to my brother while my mother watched to give you an idea of the level of taboo fucking, I am talking about. I have been fucking my stepson since I married his dad. More like he has been fucking me. He has been blackmailing me for years. He knows about the monkey on my back and exploits me for it. I am okay with it because he always feeds my addiction. But with time, he gets more and more violent and extreme. He likes to stream videos for money. I am always his star. I am his cash cow and his get out of jail free card. We are both fuck ups, so when we are together, it is always a wild time. He out did himself last night. He wanted to stream a gangbang rape porn with me as the star. Usually, his friends come over and sodomize me, maybe put a couple cocks in a hole at once. Last night, however, my costars were all schoolboys. He wanted to make a mommy rape fantasy movie to stream on the dark net. This was the type of movie that could get us all arrested. I do love boy cock, but I was not sure about this. A bunch of random boys I did not know. Not like I had a choice. No clue where he found these boys, but they were down to fuck me. They brutalized me too. All that pent up aggression, I guess. Maybe they had mommy cock teases and I was their surrogate. I did not ask many questions. I understood the assignment. I am just to look pretty and get brutalized. Those horny boys enjoyed ruining my asshole. I have been an ass rape porn star before, and I will again too. These boys gaped and prolapsed my asshole on film, calling me mommy. My stepson’s movie was an instant fan favorite. I had no idea so many boys had rape fantasies for mommy.
Just another day in the life of a gangbang rape porn druggy whore. I was sharing fantasies with this dealer I know. I do not go to him often, but when I do, I must tell him a dark fantasy that I have. Usually, I must tell him while he is skull fucking me. Last week, I made up a story about a gang bang in a club. Honestly, I was just rehashing the Jodie Foster in Accused gang fuck on a pinball machine scene in The Accused movie, LOL. I just said pool table instead. I wanted coke. I did not want to have a true confession talk. I got my coke and forgot all about him until last night when I was at my local dive bar. I go there all the time. Most of the working-class Joes have coke or weed and they share. I know a lot of them, but last night, it was a bunch of new faces. My high ass thought maybe I was at the wrong bar. I had a few drinks and was about to leave when a guy wanted to buy me a shot. I did that shot with him and the next thing I knew, I was being dragged by my hair to the back room kicking and screaming. I wanted nothing to do with these new men. They started exploring their rape phone sex fantasies with me on the pool table almost verbatim the way I described it to the drug dealer who wanted a dark fantasy before he would give me coke. I knew in my fucked-up head that he was behind this. They even sodomized me with beer bottles like I described. I was screaming for help. No regulars in the bar. It was all strangers who had no problem fucking all my holes with their cocks, fists and beer bottles. I am a taboo queen. I do a lot of coke and fucked up shit for coke, but this was some fucked up shit this guy did to me. He took a dark fantasy I confessed to him that was not even my fantasy and made it a reality. One I will never forget. I was their ass rape porn star for 45 minutes of hell. I need to be careful which true confessions I share with dealers.
Sometimes bondage phone sex is just foreplay to snuff. I agreed to let this drug dealer tie me up for some pictures. He was going to pay me in cocaine. To me, that was easy money. He has a fetish site on the dark net that specializes in all kinds of kinky fetishes. He loves to use mature women as models too. My normal drug dealer hooked me up with him. When my dealer cannot handle the amount of blow, I need or he is running low on supply, I see Mario. He is this young Guido like guy. Looks more like a pimp than a pornographer. I have modeled for him. It has been rough, but not deadly. That all changed this time. When he tied me up, he brought in some men. He said we were making a gangbang rape porn. I was not really sure I wanted a bunch of men I did not know violating me, but he promised me more coke. I told myself I have done worse because I have for coke. These men were beasts. Tall and broad with monster cocks. I may be a seasoned anal whore, but those cocks were big even for my standards. I was afraid to say much more. I mean, I was bound and contorted. I was not sure I would ever walk straight again if these men fucked me. My ass got the brunt of the abuse. Two monster cocks with no lube penetrated my ass simultaneously. I am an ass rape porn star, but I had over 20 thick inches in my ass at once. I was moaning in pain, but they just fucked me harder. I covered their cocks in ass juice which is just a nice way of saying shit and they forced their dirty dicks down my throat. I did get coke, but I left my pride on the cutting room floor.
I was out with a girlfriend last night. I was not looking to star in a gangbang rape porn. Neither was she. In fact, she is the opposite of me. She is not a dirty mom. She is not a party girl either. She is a real soccer mom. So am I, but I harbor dark secrets. Melissa does not know my dark secrets. She is a nice woman, but the things I do would make her pray for my soul. She is a church going woman. Sometimes, I am envious of her life then I come to my senses because I have more fun. I definitely have more fun. I wanted to feel normal, so I went to a wine bar with my friend. Nothing bad ever happens to soccer moms in wine bars. So, I must be a jinx. Bad shit follows me. We were not drinking much. There was no way that we got drunk that quickly on Chardonnay. This taboo phone sex whore is a seasoned drunk. We were roofied. I knew it. I could feel it. I was telling my friend we needed to Uber home and get out of there quickly. While we were waiting for the Uber outside, some younger guys grabbed us and shoved us in a van saying they were our Uber. We were too out of it to fight much, especially her. I try to have a normal soccer mom experience and I end up in the back of predator van getting sodomized. My friend was screaming. She has clearly never been fucked in the ass or force fucked. It is a weekly thing for me. My problem was trying to act like I did not secretly enjoy being violated. I have been an ass rape porn star for ions now, but not my friend. I felt badly for her. Trouble follows me. I just give off the violate me vibe. They anally tortured us for awhile before they dumped us naked in the park. Was a much hotter night than I expected, but I am sick bitch. Pretty sure the night ruined my goody two shoes friend.
Anal torture sex is a bitch most of the time. When it is a bunch of chicks abusing your asshole for shits and giggles, it is brutal. I have yet to meet a man who can torture my ass better than a bunch of angry dykes. I do not mind women for the most part. I will eat pussy and lick ass, but I love cock. I just love coke more and that love for coke gets me in some dangerous positions. I had to See this butch lesbian for a fix. I knew how it would go for me. It is always that way with her. She will give me coke, but I must work it off with my ass. She loves to fuck my ass up. I am talking about an anal gangbang rape porn. She streams underground anal female ass porn for a dark crowd. Lesbians brutalizing a woman earns her a lot of money. Live streams on the dark net are popular. Some films are real snuff flicks. Others are just rape fantasy films like the one I made with 8 chicks dressed up like cheerleaders. The premise of her film was that I was the new cheerleader on the team, and I had to get hazed. Anally hazed. I play the victim well. I always have. They let me do a bump before the torture started. They used the biggest dildos I have ever seen on my ass too. Women can be so catty and mean to other woman. They are the worse. I never go to this bitch unless no one else will give me any coke. Hours and hours of anal torture sex for her viewers and my ass was prolapsed. It looked like raw hamburger meat. It felt like it too. The hardest I ever had to work for a bag of coke. But when I am desperate, I subject myself to any kind of torture.
