Torture sex fantasies are common with a submissive slut like me. Men know when you are desperate for cash, attention or drugs. I am usually desperate for all three. My stepson knows this all to well. He dangles carrots in my face and every time I say no more, I cave because he gives me what I crave and need which is a big bag of coke. He showed up last night while his father was out of town on business. His brothers were asleep upstairs. I knew it was him at the door. It was almost 2 am and I heard the door open. It sounds a beep in my room. No one was breaking in. Whomever came in had a key and knew the code. With my boys asleep and my husband out of town, that left my stepson. I sighed heavy knowing this would be no fun for me. I went to do a bump quickly and realized I was out. Ugh. Now, I was going to have to do what he wanted. What he wanted was to make a violent ass rape porn. He had a client wanting a personal movie just for his spank bank collection. My stepson gets the money and I get some coke. I knew there would be blood, shit, piss and pain involved, but I was desperate. I was out of coke. I would have agreed to be dismembered. I was prepared, well I thought I was. A baseball bat up the ass sober with no lube rips your asshole apart. Makes it bleed too. I am sore today. Sorer than I have been in a long time. My asshole is swollen and bleeding still, but the coke numbs the pain. I would say that I will not be his taboo phone sex whore again, but I will be desperate for coke again soon.
Taboo phone sex is something I am no stranger too. I have had taboo sex all my life. I lost my virginity to my brother while my mother watched to give you an idea of the level of taboo fucking, I am talking about. I have been fucking my stepson since I married his dad. More like he has been fucking me. He has been blackmailing me for years. He knows about the monkey on my back and exploits me for it. I am okay with it because he always feeds my addiction. But with time, he gets more and more violent and extreme. He likes to stream videos for money. I am always his star. I am his cash cow and his get out of jail free card. We are both fuck ups, so when we are together, it is always a wild time. He out did himself last night. He wanted to stream a gangbang rape porn with me as the star. Usually, his friends come over and sodomize me, maybe put a couple cocks in a hole at once. Last night, however, my costars were all schoolboys. He wanted to make a mommy rape fantasy movie to stream on the dark net. This was the type of movie that could get us all arrested. I do love boy cock, but I was not sure about this. A bunch of random boys I did not know. Not like I had a choice. No clue where he found these boys, but they were down to fuck me. They brutalized me too. All that pent up aggression, I guess. Maybe they had mommy cock teases and I was their surrogate. I did not ask many questions. I understood the assignment. I am just to look pretty and get brutalized. Those horny boys enjoyed ruining my asshole. I have been an ass rape porn star before, and I will again too. These boys gaped and prolapsed my asshole on film, calling me mommy. My stepson’s movie was an instant fan favorite. I had no idea so many boys had rape fantasies for mommy.
Just another day in the life of a gangbang rape porn druggy whore. I was sharing fantasies with this dealer I know. I do not go to him often, but when I do, I must tell him a dark fantasy that I have. Usually, I must tell him while he is skull fucking me. Last week, I made up a story about a gang bang in a club. Honestly, I was just rehashing the Jodie Foster in Accused gang fuck on a pinball machine scene in The Accused movie, LOL. I just said pool table instead. I wanted coke. I did not want to have a true confession talk. I got my coke and forgot all about him until last night when I was at my local dive bar. I go there all the time. Most of the working-class Joes have coke or weed and they share. I know a lot of them, but last night, it was a bunch of new faces. My high ass thought maybe I was at the wrong bar. I had a few drinks and was about to leave when a guy wanted to buy me a shot. I did that shot with him and the next thing I knew, I was being dragged by my hair to the back room kicking and screaming. I wanted nothing to do with these new men. They started exploring their rape phone sex fantasies with me on the pool table almost verbatim the way I described it to the drug dealer who wanted a dark fantasy before he would give me coke. I knew in my fucked-up head that he was behind this. They even sodomized me with beer bottles like I described. I was screaming for help. No regulars in the bar. It was all strangers who had no problem fucking all my holes with their cocks, fists and beer bottles. I am a taboo queen. I do a lot of coke and fucked up shit for coke, but this was some fucked up shit this guy did to me. He took a dark fantasy I confessed to him that was not even my fantasy and made it a reality. One I will never forget. I was their ass rape porn star for 45 minutes of hell. I need to be careful which true confessions I share with dealers.
Sometimes bondage phone sex is just foreplay to snuff. I agreed to let this drug dealer tie me up for some pictures. He was going to pay me in cocaine. To me, that was easy money. He has a fetish site on the dark net that specializes in all kinds of kinky fetishes. He loves to use mature women as models too. My normal drug dealer hooked me up with him. When my dealer cannot handle the amount of blow, I need or he is running low on supply, I see Mario. He is this young Guido like guy. Looks more like a pimp than a pornographer. I have modeled for him. It has been rough, but not deadly. That all changed this time. When he tied me up, he brought in some men. He said we were making a gangbang rape porn. I was not really sure I wanted a bunch of men I did not know violating me, but he promised me more coke. I told myself I have done worse because I have for coke. These men were beasts. Tall and broad with monster cocks. I may be a seasoned anal whore, but those cocks were big even for my standards. I was afraid to say much more. I mean, I was bound and contorted. I was not sure I would ever walk straight again if these men fucked me. My ass got the brunt of the abuse. Two monster cocks with no lube penetrated my ass simultaneously. I am an ass rape porn star, but I had over 20 thick inches in my ass at once. I was moaning in pain, but they just fucked me harder. I covered their cocks in ass juice which is just a nice way of saying shit and they forced their dirty dicks down my throat. I did get coke, but I left my pride on the cutting room floor.
I was out with a girlfriend last night. I was not looking to star in a gangbang rape porn. Neither was she. In fact, she is the opposite of me. She is not a dirty mom. She is not a party girl either. She is a real soccer mom. So am I, but I harbor dark secrets. Melissa does not know my dark secrets. She is a nice woman, but the things I do would make her pray for my soul. She is a church going woman. Sometimes, I am envious of her life then I come to my senses because I have more fun. I definitely have more fun. I wanted to feel normal, so I went to a wine bar with my friend. Nothing bad ever happens to soccer moms in wine bars. So, I must be a jinx. Bad shit follows me. We were not drinking much. There was no way that we got drunk that quickly on Chardonnay. This taboo phone sex whore is a seasoned drunk. We were roofied. I knew it. I could feel it. I was telling my friend we needed to Uber home and get out of there quickly. While we were waiting for the Uber outside, some younger guys grabbed us and shoved us in a van saying they were our Uber. We were too out of it to fight much, especially her. I try to have a normal soccer mom experience and I end up in the back of predator van getting sodomized. My friend was screaming. She has clearly never been fucked in the ass or force fucked. It is a weekly thing for me. My problem was trying to act like I did not secretly enjoy being violated. I have been an ass rape porn star for ions now, but not my friend. I felt badly for her. Trouble follows me. I just give off the violate me vibe. They anally tortured us for awhile before they dumped us naked in the park. Was a much hotter night than I expected, but I am sick bitch. Pretty sure the night ruined my goody two shoes friend.
Anal torture sex is a bitch most of the time. When it is a bunch of chicks abusing your asshole for shits and giggles, it is brutal. I have yet to meet a man who can torture my ass better than a bunch of angry dykes. I do not mind women for the most part. I will eat pussy and lick ass, but I love cock. I just love coke more and that love for coke gets me in some dangerous positions. I had to See this butch lesbian for a fix. I knew how it would go for me. It is always that way with her. She will give me coke, but I must work it off with my ass. She loves to fuck my ass up. I am talking about an anal gangbang rape porn. She streams underground anal female ass porn for a dark crowd. Lesbians brutalizing a woman earns her a lot of money. Live streams on the dark net are popular. Some films are real snuff flicks. Others are just rape fantasy films like the one I made with 8 chicks dressed up like cheerleaders. The premise of her film was that I was the new cheerleader on the team, and I had to get hazed. Anally hazed. I play the victim well. I always have. They let me do a bump before the torture started. They used the biggest dildos I have ever seen on my ass too. Women can be so catty and mean to other woman. They are the worse. I never go to this bitch unless no one else will give me any coke. Hours and hours of anal torture sex for her viewers and my ass was prolapsed. It looked like raw hamburger meat. It felt like it too. The hardest I ever had to work for a bag of coke. But when I am desperate, I subject myself to any kind of torture.
Rape phone sex fantasies are on your mind I bet when you see me. I remind you of your whore mother or maybe some trashy milf who dick teased you. I like that. Most of the rape fantasies I do on the phone involve a milf from a caller’s youth. I did a hot rape fantasy call last night that left my panties wet. I talked to a man who has an older brother. Their mom fucked the oldest boy all the time. That is what my mom did too, but I had no other brothers, so there was not another boy to get jealous. My caller knew his mom was playing favorites. He did not understand at the time that his brother had a bigger cock and more skill based on his age. That was my guess. His brother taunted him too because he knew his baby brother wanted his mommy. One day, my caller forced his young hard cock in his mother’s pussy. This was a taboo phone sex call that got my mommy whore pussy wet. I was so fucking wet. Most guys I talk to only have rape fantasies for mommy. This guy actually did it. He got to an age where he was bigger than his older brother. He wanted his mother to see that she was fucking the wrong boy. I fuck both my sons. I could never pick just one. How do mother’s do that? I was masturbating while he made me his priest. I love true crime confessions. But is it really a crime to force your cock inside the very place you came from? Especially, if the hole you are forcing your cock inside has been cock teasing you for years? Mothers should not be allowed to prick tease their boys. I was happy to do a roleplay phone sex call with this guy. We pretended he was a teen boy again and I was the milf tramp fucking everyone but him. Maybe I can role play your mommy too?
Snuff sex is about the only sex I get with exception of my husband and two boys. I have a double life. On the surface, I look like a soccer mom who keeps her family running smoothly. I do. I cook and clean (high of course) and I pick up boys from school and run them to practices. What people do not know when they look at my white picket fence lifestyle is that I sneak out of the house at night and get into trouble. Often, that trouble is violent and could even get me killed. I went looking for coke last night. None was to be found, so I went to this flop house for some smack. I do not like to have tracks because it fucks with my soccer mom image, but this one guy shot me up between my toes. It was a quick high though. I was out of it. Hallucinating, or so I thought. I started to come through after a few hours and realized I was amid a gangbang rape porn. So many men were fucking my body. I was numb from the heroin. But I could see dirty men fucking me. Fucking all my holes. My pussy and my ass had more than one cock in them. I had guys jizzing on my belly and tits like I was a Bukkake girl. I guess I was. Another guy shot a needle in my thigh, and I started to go out of it again. I had no clue how many men used me. By the time I sobered up, I was alone on the dirty floor of a dilapidated building. Used needles were all around me. Who knows what diseases I could have contracted? It was not my usual high, but it was a high. A high that got me used like a dirty lot lizard skank. The taboo phone sex side of my life will get me killed eventually.
Do you watch gangbang rape porn? If you watch any on the dark net, you may have seen my ass getting pummeled before. I am a minor sensation thanks to my stepson. He has been uploading our homemade porn tapes since COVID first hit. It is how he made money when he lost his job. He has not gone back to the normal workforce yet. He claims he makes more money now and works fewer hours, so he is never going back to the 9-5 world. Right now, I am his only cash cow. My ass has taken quite the beating since he discovered streaming on the dark web. I do not know how much more I can take. I know I am a seasoned ass rape porn star, but he just keeps pushing the limits. Last night, he summoned me to his place in the middle of the night. I was so groggy, but he did not care. He had some guys over who paid to fuck his porno queen. They were all younger than me. He charged them $500 a piece to fuck me bareback and do whatever they wanted to do to me. That scared me. These men looked rough and drunk. I could hope for drunk dick. Soft cocks rarely do much damage, but that was not happening. These men had no erectile dysfunction, sadly. My stepson tied me up like a beach ball and they took turns sodomizing me. No lube. Not even some spit on my abused asshole. They joked that a dirty whore like me did not deserve any romance. I did not think lube was romance. They fucked my ass simultaneously. Three cocks in my ass at once felt like a baseball bat. They fucked me raw. My stepson filmed it all. He loaded it up to his pay site and told me his fans will love the destruction of my ass. I guess as an anal taboo phone sex whore, this is my life.
Bondage phone sex calls never go well for me. Just like bondage encounters never go well for me. Yet, knowing I often find myself in precarious situations, I still answer ads for bondage models in the back of sleazy magazines. The folks that advertise in these rag magazines are rarely professionals. I usually am some one’s spank bank material and fuck slave. The last ad I answered offered $500 for an hour of work. That was easy money to a coke head like me. It was a couple who placed the ad. A sexy couple with a mean side. The photo shoot started out fine. Me tied up and restrained in various positions. After about ten minutes, however, it hit me this might be a snuff porn I was doing. I started to get scared. Like really scared. The wife came out with pantyhose. I have been in this dark world long enough to know that pantyhose can suffocate a woman. The woman put her hose over my face as her husband fucked my ass. I was struggling to breathe. I did not want to go out this way. I mean what would my husband and sons think if my body was found naked with pantyhose around my face. I did not die. But there were times that I thought I might. At one point, I passed out. I could not catch a breath and passed out. The woman slapped my face and told me I best stay awake, or she may just let me die. She was meaner than her husband. He was just into punishing my ass with his big cock, and he did. My ass was raw and sore. But what really hurt was my head. Suffocation phone sex is rough on the body. I got my $500, but I almost died a few times. Coke makes me do stupid things.
