Bondage phone sex can get dark with a woman like me. I like danger. I am a pain slut. I act like I do not know what I am getting into sometimes, but I usually do. I knew when I went to Darren for coke, it was not going to be a simple trade. He is not really the fuck her gently kind of guy. He is a pure sadist. He likes to inflict pain, but he likes to inflict it on willing women. He has this idea in his head that it is much hotter when the woman is so desperate for something that she will willingly go along with whatever torture sex ideas he has in his head. When I showed up at his door, he got this devilish grin. According to him, I am the best pain whore around. He thinks I make him up his game. It is not that he cannot hurt me. I am just such a seasoned pain slut that I can hide the pain well. I need to stop doing that because it makes men like Darren try that much harder to break me. He broke me last night. He really had upped his game. He took me to his basement. He had the big bag of coke in eyesight to keep me focused. He tied me up, so I was slightly suspended in the air. He had ropes and pullies. Being bound tight is not an issue for me. The electric shock he added to the bondage was what put me over my own pain threshold. He was shocking my tits and my clit at the same time, each time increasing the voltage until I could smell my flesh burning. I pissed myself, even shit myself when he shocked my ass. It was close to snuff sex, but I survived. Survived to get my bag of coke. I will see him again, no doubt because I am a druggy pain whore.
I am a sadistic phone sex slut. Not that I am a sadist, but I am definitely a masochist. I like pain. I need pain to fuck. Well, I need the pain to get off while fucking. I am not a vanilla woman. I hooked up with this hot milf the other night. She had some good coke and she wanted to party. Turns out she lured me to her place for her husband. We did play, but she was just warming me up for her husband. I thought they were just a kinky sex couple. You know wanted to play with another person. I love threesomes. It started off like any threesome involving two women and one guy. He was watching me, and his wife eat pussy, and finger bang each other. Then the wife brought out handcuffs. I have been cuffed many times. It was not the red flag that it should have been for me. Once she handcuffed me, the husband bound my feet and put a ball gag in my mouth. They were feeding me lines of coke, so I did not really protest. That was all this taboo phone sex whore cared about. Next thing I knew I was tied to a bar and the husband was shoving something in my ass. He was huffing something. I have done a lot of drugs in my life, but I have never huffed a can of anything. He was tweaking on something that brought out the sadist in him. I could tell from the expression on his wife’s face that she was just feeling grateful it was not her taking the brunt of things. I get that. I would much prefer to be the accomplice than the victim. I had no say in what was going on. My mouth was gagged. He would just huff, laugh sadistically and shove something not designed for the ass in my ass. I was his ass rape porn star. Eventually, he fisted my cunt while making his wife fist my ass. They passed out, leaving me tied up for hours. The woman woke up, freed me but told me never to say a word because her old man would kill us both. Done deal. I don’t even know what to say because I was the dumbass party whore who got herself tied up and sodomized.
Gangbang rape porn is what I was born to do. I am a milf whore. Boys love me. Men love me. Well, they love to use me. Sometimes, I get high, and a gangbang ensues. My sons’ friends know me as the party mom. I get shitfaced and high, and the boys seize the moment to take advantage of me. If they only realized what a dirty submissive slut I am, they would understand they can fuck me when I am sober too. Not that I am ever completely sober, LOL. I like to party. So, sue me. Last night, a few friends of my oldest son came by looking for him. He was at soccer practice, but I knew he would be home soon, so I told them to wait for him. They came inside and watched me drink and smoke weed. I was not on coke because I was out of it. My dealer was coming by later. Well, he showed up early and told me if I wanted free coke, I just had to let those boys make me their ass rape porn star. Free coke to be an anal gang bang whore? Why the fuck not. The boys were in. They got to sodomize and fuck their friend’s hot trashy mom. My drug dealer was telling them what to do to me. Not that they needed any direction. They were doing great on their own. He wanted them to put two cocks in a hole. He was beating his big black cock watching these schoolboys torture my fuck holes. He was enjoying the show. The boys were fucking me like wild savages. No lube, just dry cocks in dry holes. I was pretty wet. Who am I fooling, lol. No lube is needed with this old whore. I just get wet being a dirty pain slut. The boys ravaged my fuck holes for hours. It turned into anal torture sex after the first hour because my asshole was raw. But I did not mind. I got some free coke out of it and the boys certainly enjoyed fucking a dirty milf raw.
Domination phone sex is what this milf needs and craves. I need someone to control me. I do better with supervision. Left to my own devices, I get into trouble. I got into trouble last night. No one was around. My sons were at a sleep over. My husband was out of town for work. I went to this flop house to score. On a Saturday night, it is usually full of strung out men and women desperate for a fix. I am not a pill head or a smack girl. I am just an old-fashioned coke head like my mother. I stood out in the place. Most of the women there were hooked on Oxy or Fentanyl. No one there was looking for coke. But the men who had the coke did not want to just give me any. They did, however want to trade for some coke. These men were sketchy looking and dirty. Like homeless bums who had not showered in an eternity. Sometimes I act like a princess, but I am just a druggy whore who does anything for a free fix. Once the two dirty dudes with coke fucked me, the other men wanted their turns. Turned quickly into a gangbang rape porn. Before I even realized what was going on, someone put a needle in my arm. I was fucked up instantly. I do not even think I could feel the dirty dicks going into my holes. They fucked my pussy and my ass. Filled me with cum and piss. I think at least it was cum and piss, who knows. I was high as a kite. It was like an out of the body experience. On the smack I was coming in and out of consciousness. I can see why people get hooked on that shit. But I like to remember the nasty shit I do. I am a dirty druggy whore. I want my coke and I want to feel the pain. That is what any taboo phone sex slut needs.
Many men have strangulation phone sex fantasies. Some, even like to watch two women fight it out. I entered an underground girl fight over the weekend. I have never done that before, but the winner won two grand and that would get me a whole lot of cocaine. I am scrappy. I am in good shape for being almost 40. I thought I had a good chance of winning this girl fight. My youngest son is on the wrestling team. I have seen his moves. Hell, I have even helped him practice them before. I saw the girl I had to fight. She was a college coed at best. A hot girl. She looked pretty scrappy too. I just hoped this was a girl fight and not a snuff porn. When it was our time in the ring, I lunged after her quickly. I pinned her down with my thighs. With one hand, I squeezed her throat and with the other hand I grabbed her pussy. My goal was to inflict some pain and strangle her at least until she passed out and I could win. She was a fighter. She got out of my scissor hold and strangled me. I played possum though. I can suck cock for two minutes under water. I can suck cock while some man is pinching my nose too. I had no worries that I could make her give up and think I was out cold. It worked too. She let up her grip thinking I was out cold. In that moment, I surprised her. I got my edge back and pinned her to the floor with my knees to her chest and both hands around her throat. She passed out. She was not playing possum like me. I won. Yeah, for me. I thought for sure they for a moment I was about to be a snuff sex star.
Taboo phone sex is the only sex for me. I do not think I have ever had vanilla sex. I think back to the times before I met my husband. I was just as wild sexually as I am now. Did I ever tell you how I met my husband? I was 19 years old and working in a bar. I had a fake id thanks to my mother. It was a younger picture of her with a doctored date of birth. It was easier to fake IDs then. Anyway, it was a hole in the wall bar. I was the bartender. It was a rough crowd, but I made bank in tips. One night, close to closing time, I was getting high with some black bikers. One of them was my dealer. He still is my dealer. He is the son of my mother’s coke supplier. I am fuzzy on the details, but I went from doing lines of coke off the bar to being a gangbang rape porn star on a pool table for a small crowd of drunks. My husband was in that small crowd of drunks. He was 35 at the time and married. Just in the bar on a fluke with his brother. He watched in awe as I was sodomized by big black cocks and beer bottles. He wanted to leave his wife and marry me right then. I was the whore he wished his wife was. He had a young son, who is the stepson who violates me every chance he gets now. My husband left his wife three months after seeing me as an ass rape porn star on a pool table in that seedy bar. It was love at first pool table gang bang, LOL. I still do coke and I still do gang bangs on coke. Once a druggy gang bang whore, always one, I guess.
Snuff movies pay well. That is why a druggy whore like me will answer any snuff ad she sees. Sure, I take a beating in these dark films, but I live, and I make money. I am too old and used up for mainstream porn anymore, so I make the underground porno movies. This was an abduction film. I was a dirty milf hitchhiker. My skanky ass got picked up by truckers with rape fantasies. I was the perfect vessel to explore those fantasies too. Willing and desperate. The director of the film took some violent leeway’s. I knew they were going to fuck me, but the original script was for one or two truckers not 30. There were only two truckers who picked me up, but they intended to use me for a dirty gangbang rape porn. They took me to this no tell motel. It was where the junkies hang out. The place was seedy even for me. Could smell urine, even death. One of the truckers put a hypodermic needle in my arm, and the rest is hazy. I did not sign on for heroin. I was in and out of consciousness as horny men fucked me. The two truckers who picked me up were collecting money from men to fuck me. Some fucked my ass. Some took my cunt. Then others just jacked off on me and some even used me as a human waste dump. Guys were pissing on me, fucking me and filming me. It was like a bad porn film. It was a bad porn film, and I was the star. Violent men used me for hours. I was their toilet. I was their punching bag. I was their ass rape porn star. The director paid me. I should have been paid more because two guys fucking you on coke is much different than 32 guys fucking you while shot up with smack. But a desperate druggy whore is always grateful for the chance to score some good coke.
I have gangbang rape porn fantasies. I think most women do, but we like them to be fantasies. The reality is never quite as hot as the fantasy. At least not for the women. I was sound asleep in bed when the dog started barking. I got up to see what was going one. I was jumped by a man. Turns out he was more like a teenage boy. I thought maybe he was one of my son’s friends. He was not alone. I asked who they were and what they wanted. I knew what they wanted. You only break into someone’s house for a couple reasons, and none of them are good reasons. These boys had lust in their eyes for me and rape phone sex fantasies on their mind. I started to scream. My sons and husband were in the house. No one heard me because the AC was rolling, and they gagged me quickly. I was just some old whore they wanted to bang. They did not really take turns though. They just gang banged me simultaneously. Two cocks in a hole. I was jacking off others. They gagged me with my own panties. The boys smelled like weed and booze. I joked with them about not being able to get hard if drunk, and they slapped me around with their hard cocks and told me they had no problems there. And they did not have any problems. Young boys rarely have dick issues. I was just hoping, I guess. I was being assaulted in my own living room while my family slept through it. I soon realized that no one was going to rescue me. I was going to be used as an ass rape porn star until these horny teen boys could not cum anymore. I slithered back to bed next to my husband with a wet pussy full of cum.
It was a torture sex kind of night. I owe some money to a loan shark. I got desperate for coke and took out a loan I could not repay. My stepson suggested this guy to me. I should have known then I was being set up to fail. I did not borrow much. Not like most people would. I figured he was not going to break my legs over $1,000. I was right. He was not going to break my legs, but he was going to make me work it off in a BDSM movie. My stepson was in cahoots with him. This was the plan all along. When the due date came, my $1000 had tripled. What the fuck. He told me it was his money his rules, then offered me a snuff porn role to make up the money. I had too. I did not have that kind of money. I figured how bad could it be? I need to stop asking myself that question. It is always worse than I expect. It began as any snuff type film. A kidnapped woman wakes up alone in a cement basement, dazed and confused. I meet a masked man. He put this steel trap on my head that was heavy and made everything dark. I was not sure what kind of contraption this was, but I was not comfortable at all. The metal trap on my head was heavy and it was weighing me down. My masked master opened the top of the cage and poured what I thought was water in the cage. It was urine. Like a gallon of piss. I was drowning in it. If I wanted to survive, I had to just swallow all the nasty piss, so that the urine was no longer covering my nose and mouth. This was like some sort of Chinese torture phone sex game. My fight for survival kicked in and I guzzled piss until I could breathe again. I collapsed on the floor, but that was just the beginning of my torture.
Domination phone sex is what this mommy whore needs. My sons are teenagers now. They are no longer the sweet little schoolboys they once were. I know they love me, but I also know that love takes a backseat to their raging hormones. They are in a perpetual state of horniness. Friday night was my oldest son’s birthday and he wanted to have a few friends over to spend the night. I agreed. I mean I rarely say no to anything my boys want. I just did not foresee what was going to happen. My son did not want a sleep over. He did but what he really wanted was his friends to make a gangbang rape porn with his mommy whore. His friends wanted to fuck me. They are horny teenagers too. Once I came down to check on them and caught them jacking off to my phone sex site, I knew I was in trouble. My son told his friends to jump me. And they did. They pinned me to the floor, forcing my legs open. Horny boys were grunting and shoving their cocks in my pussy and my ass. I was fighting them. I mean what would their parents say if they found out I fucked their young teenage sons. I knew the boys would not tell a sole. Young boys committing a criminal act, rarely talk. This was not what I wanted, but they out numbered me. They were stronger than me too. This was not the kind of party I thought my son was having for his birthday. My own boy was allowing his teenage friends to explore their rape phone sex fantasies with his mother. My other son was in on it too. I have carpet burns on my knees and my elbows. I have swollen holes too. Three days later, I still cannot sit right, and I swear there is still cum inside me. I think this will be a regular thing because the boys say I belong to them now.
