Some men believe I deserve snuff sex. They see me as a druggy whore and easy prey. And I guess to some degree I am. The monkey on my back forces me to interact with some unsavory characters. Like guys I would never look at once if I did not need coke. When I feel desperate for a fix, I get myself in a bind. And I ignore my gut.
But sometimes, big bad wolves hide in sheep’s clothing. My stepson has a friend who has always been nice to me. Nicer than my stepson. I ran into the boy while at the store yesterday. And my car would not start when I went back out. He saw me and offered me a ride home. Such a nice boy, I thought as he helped me inside with me with my groceries. But he just scoped out the place. And when he realized I was home alone, he changed. He went from Mr. Hyde to Dr. Jekyll.
He has long harbored rape phone sex fantasies for me. But I never had a clue. I told him he did not need to do this. However, he insisted he did. According to him, this was for a decade of cock teasing him. But honestly, I never meant to. I never wanted to get to close with my stepson’s friends because he is the most dangerous man in my life.
Sometimes, I Do Not Recognize the Monsters in Sheep’s Clothing Until It’s Too Late
We fought. Definitely a struggle. Broke lamps and knocked shit over. I would have to tell my husband it was a home invasion or burglary. I screamed, kicked, even bit him. But the more I struggled, the more he liked it. I could not sustain the energy to fight him, so I laid there like a dead fish. And he hated that. But I refused to fight him when I realized he hated it. And he beat me to a pulp.
What the fuck? He wanted me to be his snuff porn star. I guess I should know it’s guilt by association. Underneath his friendly boy next door demeanor lies a monster like my stepson. I had to lie to my family that I fought off a home intruder. That forced me to take last night off as my eyes swelled shut. But I am scrappy. And a good liar.
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