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My Planned Escape

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December 30, 2014knife play phone sex2

It has been a hard few weeks.  I can’t see my family I’m held as their humble servant.  I’m still their money train so until I quit producing they won’t allow me to leave.   I cry and whimper so much I want to escape, maybe with dinner tonight I can conjurer up something to help.

Tonight’s dinner consisted of breaded tenderloin and a baked potatoes.  I been losing weight, I can’t eat with the plastic utensils they provide me.  At this moment I stood my ground if you want me to eat, I need proper fork and I need something to cut this with.  They must have been preoccupied because I got a real fork and a steak knife.  I thought to myself at last maybe I can get free.  I sat and ate feeling accomplished, and planning my departure.  I can’t help but to feel tonight is the night.  After I ate and performed their meagerly tasks they have me do, I put my plan into action.

I sneak up behind one of the captors and apply the knife they left me to their neck.  I apply pressure leaving serrate marks, demanding they let me go.  He rises with me, knife still firmly in place.  At a flash of second he slams me against the door frame. The force is so strong it dislodges the knife from my hand and falls several feet away. I am hopelessly lost.

Next thing I feel is sharp pain in my gut, and fall to floor.  I awaken on a cold steel table, the lights are bright I feel this immense heat near my feet.  I see through blurring vision one of the captors coming toward me with a glowing object.  I hear them whisper in my ear, you will never be free you are ours.  Your body and soul belongs to us, this is just a reminder that you are just merely property.  My skin starts to burn. The pain is intense, with that I become incoherent of my surroundings and drift off.   

I awaken some time later, to smell of burnt flesh.  Its smells raw and scorched.  I try to roll but can’t the pain is too intense.  I look down to see I’ve been branded with the word lackey.  How can this be? The last thing I remember was lying on a cold steel table. I gasp they branded me my memory came flooding back.  They have no intention of ever letting me go. The knife was my last attempt I am theirs forever. knife play phone sex

Blasphemy Phone Sex

Journal entry

December 11, 2014

I am so tired of being tortured and raped what have I done to deserve this blasphemy.  I pray to god each night does he not hear my prayers. Lord hear my prayer.  Countless promises go unanswered what must I do?  The other night I had a dream that  I had a savior. Could it be that  I’ve been praying to the wrong god.  Curse his name and for what he stands for.  One who says we have chosen our own fate. Jesus who would chose this kind of life.  He claims throughout this book he is here to save me, well where you are. Do you not love me, have I not honored you?

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 I bow my head in shame deliver me from this life I call upon the devil.  I will sell my soul just to be released from anguish.  Pray, make me your bride deliver me from this hell I am in.  Curse my soul and bring me deliverance and make me whole.  Bring me to your palace I am eternal grateful I will be your honored servant.  As you take me for your bride I pray to the gods in hell I am your whore.

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I tried to escape today, there was a door left open. I ran but was quickly caught and reeled in by my hair. After being tied up the door opened. One of my captors approached me, telling me he had a nice surprise for me I was going to part of a gangbang rape porn. He spoke softly saying it was time for my punishment. 

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The next thing I woke up lying on a frigid floor, my body was raw and immobilized. I tried for seem like hours just to move a finger but atlas it was no use, they must have drugged me. Sometime afterwards the door finally opened the light from behind blinded me and had no vision of who or what was in the room. First they started with my nipples, fondling them and twisting making them so erect. I couldn’t believe when one of the perpetrators raised their voice saying dude she’s wet. I felt my legs starting to be forced apart and I could feel my clit being violated.  They seem to explore my whole genital region, calling me a nasty cunt, and a whore. Throughout this ordeal my functions started to return and I could feel my toes, I moved and I felt this sharp pain, the ooze of what I thought was  to be my blood streaming down my face. I gasped at the pain I felt, all of sudden I could open my eyes.   I watched as my legs were held high so access to my ass could be had. Five men stood before me, laughing and smiling. I could hear words you fucking slut as one guided himself into my ass. They each took their turn brutally fucking me. When they were done they forced me to open my mouth and suck them clean. This seemed to go on for hours I thought it was a dream. One of the men called out you fucking nasty slut and thought I am no slut. I don’t know what they are talking about then it hit me it wasn’t a dream. I was stuck in the middle of a gangbang rape porn.

Journal Entry November 23, 2014

torture sex marleyI overheard that they were going to farm me out again, that the food supply was getting low and they needed money. Again, these fucking monsters brought over some friends. They had me put on display like I was some fucking trinket, I was set out for amusement. Well right in front of me the one guy named Jesse pulled out crumpled wad of cash and pointed in my direction he wanted to take me. They grabbed my arm pulled me next to him as like always, the camera comes out they want a picture of what I look like before. Just as the flash went off this guy Jesse took me outside. I felt a sharp pain in my head and the next thing I remember is waking up in this cold dark cabin with that toothless fucker standing over me. I tasted the blood from my cheek, he leaned in and said you like that taste baby? I seen the look in his eyes I knew I better serve him. He grabbed my shirt and ripped it bringing me to him (I could smell the sweat; he hadn’t showered in a few days) he ordered me to unzip his pants. I was slow because the smell was gaging and he hit me hard. I felt the oose of blood again. This time I moved faster. I gagged on sucking that cock. Jesse forced my head there chocking me so hard making me suck him harder. Just as I thought he was going to cum he flipped me over and raped my ass. I felt his hands dig deep into my hips with all his might. It hurt so bad he didn’t use any lube. Jesse continued to torture me for what seemed to be hours, I finally passed out from exhaustion. I woke up back in my vault battered and bruised. My captors must have made out like bandits because when I awoke they threw me cookie. Ugh I’m so glad this day is over.