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Suffocation Phone Sex Fantasies Arouse Me

suffocation phone sexI enjoy suffocation phone sex. However, I need to be careful who I tell my fantasies to in real life. Some men make it their mission to make them cum true for me. Let me tell you about Daniel. We party together sometimes. Although he is not a dealer, he always has blow on hand and never minds sharing with me. But you must work for any and every bump you ask for. When we hooked up last night, to get my first bump, I had to share a dark fantasy. Since I am full of dark fantasies, I was not sure where to begin.

I shared with him the fantasy about a man or a woman face sitting on me so intensely that I lose consciousness. He gave me a bump. And I assumed we were good. Like it never dawned on me that he might try to suffocate me. I mean he is no snuff porn director. He is a middle-aged suburban pharmaceutical rep with a wife and three sons. He has the white picket fence and everything. Snuffing out bitches is not his thing. Or so I thought.

Never Tell Your Dark Fantasies to Men You Party With

He sat on my face while snorting lines. I could not breathe. All I could smell was his musky hairy ass. And I wanted to puke. Gross. The more I struggled, the more he sank himself into my face. And that made it harder and harder to breathe. I got lightheaded, and I think I passed out at one point. But he revived me. Used smelling salts to jolt me awake. However, he just jolted me awake to smother my face again. His balls blocked my nose. And his ass blocked my mouth.

Not sure why he wanted to do this. He may fuck me hard, but he has never abused me like this. Something got into my mild-mannered pharmaceutical rep. And he used me as his taboo phone sex whore. I passed out over 6 times. Each time revived, but what if he had not revived me? I guess everyone around me is capable of extreme violence. Even snuff.

Torture Phone Sex: I Need to Be Careful What I Ak For

torture phone sexI am no stranger to torture phone sex. Honestly, I love pain. Perhaps, I am a masochist. Which is something I struggle with sometimes. I possess two sides to me. One is the soccer mom who lives in the suburbs and shuffles young ones around to school and games. I have a loving family including a doting husband. However, the other side of me likes to snort copious amounts of cocaine and explore dark fantasies. And of course, the higher I get, the wilder I become.

Friday night, I was home alone. My husband took the boys to a soccer tournament out of the city. And because of work, I stayed home. I told myself I would do some Spring cleaning and maybe pamper myself too. But I did way too much coke. And I guess I texted this one dealer I use occasionally that I had some home invasion phone sex fantasies I wanted to explore. The problem with me is that I get high and forget who I texted and what I said.

I Get High and Ask for Pain

By the time I realized what I had done, it was too late to back out. I was on the couch half passed out when I noticed I was not home alone any longer. About six masked intruders surrounded me. One guy pulled me off the couch and tossed me to the floor. He began yelling at me and degrading me for being a whore mother. While he yelled and berated me, his friends pinned me down and ripped my clothes off.

Suddenly, I realized I asked for this. But I could not back out because these men came here with a purpose. They came here to gang bang the coked-up soccer mom. Part of me wanted it too. They turned me into a gangbang rape porn star. No matter how much I pleaded, they did not stop. And truthfully, I did not want them to stop either. But I am a pain slut who loves to be used, hurt and violated.

They fucked me for hours before they left. And when they left my asshole appeared to be hanging on the outside rather than inside. I had bruises and ligature marks forming on my body. And I smelled like a men’s public urinal. I need to be careful what I ask for.

Sometimes Accomplice Phone Sex Calls Wreck Me

accomplice phone sexI do not get many accomplice phone sex calls. However, when I do, I relish them. Feels good to not be the one taking the abuse for once. I mean my ass needs a break sometimes. Last night I got a call from a man I have filmed content with for his underground snuff world. In the past, I lent him my body to use in one of his little snuff flicks and he gave me a month’s supply of coke in return. But this time he promised me the same thing, but he did not want to use my body. He wanted to use the body of a super young girl.

As a mother I thought about it. I do not want to ruin some girl’s life. But the druggy whore on my shoulder said fuck that little twat, you need coke. So, ultimately, I shut off my conscious and helped him with his underground teen rape porn. This young girl looked trafficked. She did not look like the girl next door. She looked like a whore whose been passed around and used by thousands of men. I guess she looked like me but only at a quarter of my age.

Sometimes I Feel Guilty About Being The Accomplice

I apologized to her as I sat on her face and smothered her with my mommy pussy. While she licked my cunt and ate my ass, my accomplice sodomized her. He put nipple clamps on her with heavy weights too. Gave her cow udders and she’s never been pregnant. At least I hoped not at her young age. In fact, I was not even sure she could get pregnant yet. But I focused on the coke. I was not there to rescue the girl. I was there to get my coke.

He brutalized her ass. Even put a speculum in her butt after he came so the cum would pour out on to my face for cleanup. I tried my best to soothe her battered holes. But he did some damage to already damaged holes. And my tongue would not make that better. With the amount of coke he gave me, I got high and forgot all about that young girl who could have been my daughter

Ass Rape Porn on Mother’s Day Says I Love You Mom

ass rape pornFor Mother’s Day, I made an ass rape porn with my son. He brought me premium coke, to ease the pain while he beat me beautiful for our fans. Honestly, I still have not healed from our last encounter. So, now, I am sporting a mix and match look. Old bruises with fresh ones. And my body and face look like a mixture of black, blue, and purple bruises, which only arouses my boy more.

Seems like the older I get, the more abuse I can take. My asshole has so many miles, I need a butt blog or a thong to help keep it on the inside of my ass, not the outside. But of course, as soon as I arrived for my mommy makeover, my son forced me to remove my teeth and my butt plug. My asshole is his cock sleeve. A pretty pink cock sleeve. As soon as my asshole popped out, I heard the chimes. My boy buried my face in his cocaine. Then immediately went into the torture sex. Lots of men at home with mommy issues on Mother’s Day.

Boys Need a Mommy for Their Rape Fantasies

Immediately, I became his punching bag. Thank goodness the coke helped dull the pain because he wanted to put bruises on top of bruises. In between punches, he pissed in my mouth and nose, forcing me to drink his urine. When I saw the zip ties, I panicked a bit, and snorted more coke. First, he zip tied my tits. Then he put one around my neck like a choke collar. And I struggled to breathe. When he put the one on my prolapsed butt, I heard the barrage of chimes. His viewing audience knew what would come next.

With my asshole unable to retreat, my boy shoved his fist up his momma’s prolapse. My asshole engulfed his fist and the tips poured in. What happened next is a bit of a blur. Perhaps the coke or the concussion or both muddied my recall of the night. But I know he started punching my face and kicking me in the ribs while he pinned my arms and legs to the floor. He would take turns smacking me with his cock and his hands. Luckily, he let me snort some coke from the huge bowl.

Use My Prolapsed Asshole Like Your Cock Sleeve

He beat me retarded. In the full nelson pose, with my prolapse out, he rammed my head into the sheetrock wall. I saw stars. My boy used his mom like a battering ram, a toilet and a cock sleeve. I felt dizzy and disoriented after a few thrusts into the sheetrock wall. My boy concussed his mother. And his viewing audience egged him on. At one point I was suspended in the air by the sheetrock. My son rammed me so hard into the wall, I went through it. Blood trickled down my face and I saw stars.

My zip tied boobs hung down over the hole my body put in the wall. While my prolapsed ass hung on the other side. Even though I saw stars and heard chimes, my son did not care. I am his cash cow, his fuck meat, his toilet. But he loves me. Why else keep me coked up so I do not feel the pain. He placed a plastic bag over my head and battered up with the steel bat to treat my prolapsed ass like a pinata.

Two days later, I feel the pain of my boy’s rape phone sex fantasies. My shit pipe dangles on the outside even more than before. I have new bruises on top of old bruises. Perhaps, I have a concussion too. But I got my coke and on Mother’s Day. My boy loves me.

Ass Rape Porn Star Mommy Enjoys He Son Abusing Her During a Live Stream

ass rape pornIn exchange for my skinny powder, my oldest boy makes me his ass rape porn star. I’ve been his cash cow for years now. And my body has begun to show the wear and tear from our encounters. I live on cocaine. My body appears rail thin except for my big fake tits. My son bought me the tits and because of the abuse, he had to get them redone a few times. I am the only woman I know with an outie asshole too.

My son needed cash, so he wanted to live stream our session. As he turned the camera on, I heard the dings. But I remembered to take my false teeth out this time. He spit on my face, then tea bagged me which almost suffocated me with his big balls. As I struggled to breathe, my face began turning purple. But my son just laughed. Tears streamed down my face turning me into a raccoon as my makeup smeared. Suddenly, he pushed me off him. I sailed across the room. However, I landed near the big bowl of coke.

For what seemed like eternity, he pulled me like a rag doll mop across the floor by my prolapsed asshole. Some macabre torture sex game. I would get close enough to the bowl of coke but before I could sniff any, he pulled me back. His coke seemed always just out of reach for this battered old whore.

My Son Teases Me with Cocaine

As the chimes came in from his viewers, he would punch my prolapsed ass. He even stepped on my head. And he forced me to ask the viewers if I could get some coke. So, I pleaded with his at home viewers to let me snort some powder. With coke I can withstand much more abuse, I explained. And finally, he let me bury my face in the bowl of coke.

The only clothes I wore were some frilly schoolgirl white ankle socks. My body started turning various shades of blue and purple. After I got some coke in me, he started punching my soccer ball boobs. Perhaps, they are the only thing remotely perky on my old body.

When he wrapped the chain around my waist, I knew trouble was around the corner. He slipped on some brass knuckles and punched my fun bags until I thought they might explode. Would not be the first time he busted a boob. We played this sick game where he would lasso me with a metal chain and punch my boobs with the brass knuckles as he pulled me closer to him. Some morbid mommy son dance.

As he beat my ass and my prolapsed asshole, the chimes poured in. He but a suction pump on my outie asshole and swelled it up some more. That turned my prolapsed butthole into the perfect cock sleeve for my boy. He appeared to just be warming up. He tied me to the gangbang rape porn bench, and I knew I was in trouble. However, luckily for me, no other guests arrived to abuse my boy’s favorite fuck toy.

My Son Enjoys Teasing Mommy and Hurting Her Fun Bags

He tied my huge tits together under neath the bench. And my legs and arms, he fastened to the legs. I looked like an upside-down V.  But he did push the bowl of coke under my sniffer. I watched in horror as he picked up a steel bat. Batter up he said as he hit my shit pipe and tits like he was Babe Ruth. And in between home runs, he dipped his cock in my mouth to skull fuck me with so much force, I thought my neck might break in that bound position.

Once again, the chimes of tips poured in. But he wanted to fuck his cock sleeve, so he pushed his erect cock into my outie asshole.  However, in the middle of fucking my prolapsed asshole, my boy ripped me off the bench, tossed me across the room, and put a plastic bag over my head. But he tore a small hole in the side, which I thought was to let me breath a little.

But he put his dick through the hole and pissed into the bag. He did not want suffocation phone sex. He wanted to drown me in his piss. Once his pissed came above my nose I only had one choice. Swallow his piss or drown. So, I gulped his piss down to breathe again. But the chimes multiplied. Next thing I know, my son’s cock is in my piss hole pumping in and out.

A Battered and Bruised Mommy Just Took His Abuse

My boy pumped away at my urethra while shoving his fist up my asshole. My bladder and asshole took a beating. And the plastic bag did not let me breath much. He took turns hitting me in the face and punching my tits. And my eyes started to swell shut, and I think I passed out for a minute. And miss the fun? My son would not allow that. So, he punched me awake. Then he turned me into his sock puppet. With his fist all the way in my cunt, I looked like some lifeless skeleton fuck puppet thrashing about on his hand.

Thankfully, I knew it was almost over. As he took turns punching my head, tits and stomach, his dick dripped precum. Suddenly, he bounced me off the floor giving me a likely concussion. I thought he had finished. The sudden movement felt like he was done with me for the time being. But no. He grabbed my throat, pulled me up off the floor and came down my throat with such force, it felt like a shotgun went off.

Another visit from my son left me battered, swollen and bruised. Every session he gets more and more violent. Perhaps, one day he will visit me, and I will not bounce back.

Bad Babysitter Phone Sex Scores Me Free Coke

babysitter phone sexSome men know I have a babysitter phone sex profile on a few sites. As a mom, I set up the site for some quick cash when I need some. Even though I make decent money here, I am not paid daily. And I blow through my weekly check quickly. That’s what happens when you enjoy cocaine like I do. However, a drug dealer I sometimes need to use found out I had a babysitting profile. He recognized me and hatched a plan.

I avoid this guy when I can. Why? Because he is a sadist. A last resort drug dealer. But he made me an offer I could not refuse. Give him access to a little boy’s butt and get a week’s worth of coke free. I knew he would come after my sons if I did not do this for him. So, I looked around for gigs involving a young boy knowing that I would be turning that innocent boy into this dealer’s private ass rape porn star.

A Desperate Coke Head Mommy Will Do Anything for a Fix

However, despite my crisis of consciousness, I delivered him a boy butt to his liking. What was I supposed to do? Say no to coke and let him force his dick in my sons’ assholes? Like I said, this man is pure evil. If I did not deliver what he wanted, I would pay the price. So, I showed up to babysit Eric last night. Cute boy full of life. Good parents but a bad babysitter. I spiked his nighttime milk with some Xanax and muscle relaxers. From my own experience that can help ease the pain of rough anal sex.

My dealer came in once the meds kicked in. And he went to town on that boy’s ass. Talk about a taboo phone sex story. The boy screamed and cried. But I tried to tell him it was just a nightmare. A bad dream. My dealer pumped poor Eric full of cum while I held him down in his twin bed. I soothed him the best I could. Even sucked the cum out of his swollen butt hole to help wash away DNA and sooth it a bit.

Once my dealer left, I drugged him some more. The parents may find out but not before I took my profile down and erased any trace of me. A druggy whore must do what she must do for a fix.

 

Snuff Sex Mommy Gets Gang Banged Anally in Her Living Room

snuff sexMen see a mommy whore and immediately think snuff sex. Perhaps they had cock teasing mommy whores. But I am no cock tease. I fuck my boys. Even my stepson. But our relationship seems to be a bit more tumultuous. His friends know me as Blair the Witch. Or even sometimes Blair the Bitch.

Although my stepson did not summon his stepmom mommy last night, one of his friends did. I ignored his texts for over an hour. Just did not feel in the mood to get used. I had a big bag of coke my dealer gave me. And he is gentle on me when we fuck. But my stepson destroys my holes. So, I assumed his friends would too. I kept ignoring Taye’s texts. However, he did not appreciate me ignoring him and showed up at my door. But he had friends with him.

Apparently, my stepson offered me up as a gangbang rape porn star to settle a debt. Never asked me. Nor did he give me a warning either. Taye pushed his way into my home and his friends grabbed me. Although I fought, I appeared outnumbered. And a few men restrained me since I acted hostile. His words not mine. I did not feel hostile. But I did feel scared as fuck. My boys slept in rooms not far away from where these men planned on gang banging me.

Men Gang Banged My Ass While My Sons Slept Not Far Away

My stepson gets into a lot of trouble. That’s why I am his cash cow. But I don’t want to be his cash cow forever. I buried my face in a pillow and put my ass in the air trying to muffle my screams. Sure, I did some lines but not enough to not feel the sting of 10 cocks going in my ass in rapid fire motion. My ass hurts more today than ever before. And more than an ass rape porn star too. But as much as I screamed, my boys never woke up. Neither did my husband.

So much cum left on the couch though. Not sure how to get 10 huge cum stains out of this couch. I put a blanket down and told my husband the dog got sick. Not sure if he believed me or not. But I hope he does not find out his first son sent 10 men over to fuck my ass last night to settle a drug score.

Snuff Phone Sex Fantasies Turn Us All On

snuff phone sexSnuff phone sex fantasies keep me busy. And I do not mind your dark and depraved mind. In fact, I crave it. When I get high, which is often, my mind goes to the extreme and even the absurd. No one seems to mind my depravity. The funny thing is I get told I look like the mom next door. And I am that most of the time. But even soccer moms next door can enjoy extreme fantasies.

One of my callers yesterday wanted to discuss absurd fantasies. And I admitted to a few. However, the one he wanted to focus on involved my tentacle rape fantasy. You would be surprised how common a fantasy that is for women. Honestly, I never had the thought until a few years ago I did a fantasy phone sex call with a guy who turned me on to the fetish. We watched a bunch of Hentai porn, most of which involved tentacles penetrating every hole on a girl.

I Get Turned On By Tentacle Rape Fantasy Porn

However, I do not want to fuck an octopus. But the idea of all these tentacles fucking me at once makes my pussy wet. Sometimes, I imagine that I am doing domestic things like cooking in the kitchen and those tentacles are moving in and out of my fuck holes. And my daughter’s fuck holes too. Perhaps, a tentacle in my pussy, my ass, my pee hole, and even between my boobs. I am making dinner while getting ravaged.

I look over at my daughter, and she is texting some boy while those tentacles move in and out of her tiny bald pussy and pink puckered asshole. Turns me on so much. I cannot explain it either. I am afraid to tell my husband I have tentacle rape phone sex fantasies. He would not understand. But I bet you do. You might indulge me, right? What are your extreme and bizarre sexual fantasies. I want to hear about yours too.

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Ass Rape Porn Star’s Son Batters Her Fuck Holes for a Live Stream

ass rape pornWhen my oldest son comes to visit, I know he needs his ass rape porn mommy. But I also know that I will get a ton of coke too. Like the premium coke out of Columbia. Sometimes, I swear his father must be Pablo Escobar because he brings me huge bags of coke that fill a bowl.

When he arrived, this time I remembered to take my teeth out. His fans enjoy watching an old toothless hag gum a cock. If I had not remembered, my boy would have punched my face so hard that my teeth flew out of mouth. He still smacked my face hard. However, he always avoids my sniffer. When he pushed my face in the coke, I came back up looking like one of those Kabuki women from Japan. My face turned ash white.

While I snorted enough coke to give a cow a heart attack, my boy whipped me for his streaming audience. However, he did not use a whip or a belt. He used a metal chain. And that felt like torture sex, even as high as I was. He made me dance for him. And as my old body gyrated around, he used the chain to wrap around my waist and pull me back towards him for a sucker punch.

My Son Loves to Abuse His Old Mommy Whore for Your Pleasure

But he had only just begun our live stream session. I felt the coke numbing my body, which I always need when my boy pays me a visit. He forced me down on all fours so I could gape and prolapse my asshole for his viewing audience. He assisted by putting fingers and a fist up my asshole. Somehow, he got elbow deep in my ass. My prolapse turned into his cock sleeve. He sucked on my prolapse too. For a moment, it felt like my prolapsed asshole got caught in a bear trap.

But he really wanted to fuck my prolapsed asshole. The chimes came in from the viewers at home as he fucked my hanging asshole. He even pissed in it too which increased the dings. Folks enjoy a son abusing his mother’s asshole. But he had just begun the pain. If I had not been so fucked up on cocaine, I would have sworn I was starring in a snuff porn. But my son would never kill his cash cow.

When he broke out the brass knuckles, I panicked a bit. But he let me bury my face in the cocaine again. So, I know he loves me. A few punches to the back of the head with his trusty brass knuckles, and I was seeing stars. He zip tied my boobs until they looked black and blue. He punched my old funbags too. As I writhed around in his piss on the floor, he punched every inch of my body with those brass knuckles. All but my nose.

My Boy Will Punch Every Inch of My Body But My Sniffer

At one point I passed out. I woke up with him dragging me around by my prolapsed asshole. I smelled like a urinal. And I looked like something out of a horror movie. I was covered in my blood, his piss and lots of coke. He banged my already battered body against the wall and the furniture. When he thought I had enough, he forced me face down and ass up. I could hear the chimes.

As he fucked my prolapsed asshole, he smashed my head repeatedly into the ground. He would pull my head back towards him and take turns punching the back of my head and my face with his brass knuckles. If I had not already lost my teeth, surely, I would have in that moment.  After he came in my ass, he broke out the steel bat. He pretended to be in spring training and took the bat to my prolapse like it was a ball he needed to hit out of the park.

But he took that bat to my head, tits and ribs too. When our live stream concluded, I could not see or hear much. My eyes swelled close. Every inch of me appeared covered in bruises. I smelled like a urinal. And I could only crawl. But my boy loves me. Gave me enough coke to last the week for my troubles.

Gangbang Rape Porn Mixed with a Home Invasion Does Not Equal A Good Time for Me

gangbang rape pornI have made some gangbang rape porn in my life. Most of it willing because I needed money for coke, or the participants promised me coke. However, last night I did not go out looking for trouble. Trouble broke into the house and found me asleep in my bed. My husband and the boys left earlier that morning for a camping trip. Camping for me requires a bed and indoor plumbing. So, I stayed home.

Now, I wished I had sucked it up and went camping. As I slept, some man broke into my bedroom window, then opened the front door to let his band of criminals into the house. I startled awake when I felt a shadow over me. At first, I thought this was some bad dream. Like something straight out of one of my home invasion phone sex calls. But this was not a dream nor a call.

I Love Being Used Like a Whore On and Off the Phone

I tried to run, but a single hand snatched me and tossed me on the floor like I was some inconsequential bug. He pinned me on the floor while one of his buddies tied me up so I could not attempt to escape again. No way I could escape this uncomfortable position. My ass felt exposed because it was.  One of the dudes bound my hands to my legs leaving my asshole expose for rough anal sex. Been mixing in the seedy underworld of snuff flicks and rough bondage porn for decades, I knew why they tied me up this way.

I could hear the men unzipping their pants. And the next thing I felt spit landing on my taint and ass hole. The sound of men spitting grosses me out. However, I guess in this instance, I should feel grateful. Because a dry ass rape porn would have hurt me a lot more than this did. Not saying it did not hurt because it did. But perhaps, it softened the blow a bit. They choked me and fish hooked my mouth. Even pulled my nose back and made me snort like a pig. They force fucked my asshole for hours.

I might have still thought it was a bad dream, if I had not woken up bound, naked and on the bedroom floor covered in cum, spit and piss.