I was watching snuff movies with my drug dealer when he decided it would be more fun to make one then to watch one. I was in trouble. He punched me hard in the face knocking me out. I woke up with a ball gag in my mouth and tied to a bar. I was naked and I saw film equipment. This was not good. He had this sinister look on his face as he informed me it was about time that I paid up for all the free coke. He had a large baseball bat in his hand. I thought he was going to bash my skull in. Maybe that would have been better than the baseball bat up my ass. He used the fat end and told me he was going to make money off my ass. I was his ass rape porn star. He told me men love to see a hot milf get anally brutalized. Well, he did not disappoint his audience. He gaped my ass so wide you could see China. I was bleeding from the torture. I was crying, but I quickly realized the more I cried the harder he sodomized me with that bat. He would force fuck my ass then make me lick it off for the camera. I could taste my shit and my blood. So much for trading pussy for coke. I guess now, I cannot get coke for pussy. I can only get coke for hardcore anal sex.
Bondage phone sex seems tame right? Tie me up, maybe fuck me. Most of the time, bondage games are harmless for me. The worst that usually happens is that some guy leaves me tied up so long that I piss on myself. Then there are the times my stepson ties me up. When that happens, I know I am in trouble. He came by last night in a mood. He was angry and violent. His young step mommy is his favorite punching bag. I am also his favorite cash cow when he needs money. I thought he just wanted to tie me up for some viewers on Chaterbate. That is what he told me. That was not the case at all. He tied me up for a gangbang rape porn. He charged admission like I was some roadside attraction. I was tied up in a position that exposed my ass. The guys paid my stepson $100 to fuck my ass. No lube was necessary. No warning given either. I could not see because my head was faced forward. I knew when the guys were ready to enter my asshole. They mounted me like horny dogs. Their breath was on my neck. I would feel their hard cocks ramming my asshole dry. Sometimes they would choke me. My stepson said they could piss in my ass, fist my ass, do whatever they wanted to any of my fuck holes. I could feel the hot cum running out of my torn asshole. No doubt there was blood and shit mixed in too. When my stepson had collected all the money from the guys, and they had nutted inside me, I was forced to shit it out and clean it up. It was so humiliating. My stepson and his friends laughed at the whore eating the cum out of her ass. They pissed down my throat so I would swallow it all. It is never just bondage with my stepson, but it is always ass rape porn.
Violent phone sex fantasies have intensified the past year or so. I blame Covid and financial stress. I get it. Most people had an uncertain financial future. They needed a bitch to take their frustrations out on. My stepson takes his frustration out on me, but he uses me for financial gain too. He lost his job with Covid. He could get back to work, but he was making too much money streaming me getting abused. I thought all I had to do for him was the live streams. We had a good thing going. He would abuse me, and guys would pay in BitCoins. And I would get a bag of coke for my troubles. When he came over last night, he did not have his camera equipment. I was not sure what brought him over, but I was scared. He never pays me social calls that do not result in me being brutally sodomized. This night was no different. Only it was not a live stream. It was live action. As I tried to run, he grabbed me by my hair and flung me across the room. I hit the wall hard and fell to the ground. The next thing I knew, I was surrounded by a group of men. My vision was blurry, but I could see that they were handing my stepson money. They were paying him to use me for a gangbang rape porn. I was trafficked by my stepson. They were brutal. Grabbing fistfuls of my hair and slamming my head down on the floor as they sodomized me. For hours men came and went. They would fuck my holes, and leave. But this was no normal wham bam thank you ma’am fuck. They would punch me, kick me and spit in my face. Some even choked me while they fucked my useless holes. I may not survive the next time he decides to whore me out.
If my husband is out of town, I am being a gangbang rape porn star for his son and his friends. I do not have a choice. I owe my stepson a ton of money for coke. The way I pay it back is with my ass and pussy. The moment he arrived, he put a collar on me with a leash. I was stripped naked and paraded around like a show pony. My stepson brought some friends. He had his streaming devices ready to film his stepmom being a dirty gangbang whore. The folks watching think I am a willing participant. The reality is I am his whore. I am a trafficked girl because my stepson makes me do these ass rape porn movies. To start the stream, he had me bent over almost in a ball position. My hands were bound behind my back so I could not fight them. I rarely fight, but it is hard not to flinch when they are brutally fucking my asshole. I struggled, but I was stuck. I was not getting out of this. He promised me a huge bag of coke, so I had my eyes on the prize. Guys took turns on my asshole. Some just fucked me. Others fucked me and then sodomized me with a fist or a beer bottle. One dude shook up his beer bottle and shoved it up my ass joking he was giving me a beer enema. My ass was gaping so wide that they took turns peeing in my gaped asshole like it was target practice. The beer enema was working because I shit myself. I do not think that was my stepson’s intention, but when his viewers saw it, they tipped him more. The money started pouring in when he shoved my face in my shit and made me clean it all up. This taboo phone sex slut was pushed past her comfort zone, but I got my coke.
I made a snuff porn with my stepson over the weekend. I did not want to do it, but I needed the coke. And he does not pay me, but he gives me coke in exchange. That is better than cash to me. I need coke more than air. I was going through withdrawal too. I love making snuff flicks. I mean most of it is simulated, at least the death part. Well, that is what I thought. This film was different. I did not know that my stepson hired men to make a real snuff movie and he was streaming it. I was supposed to be a slut wife having a gang bang while her husband was out of town, and it got rough. I am an ass rape porn star, so they sodomized me hard. Often two cocks in my ass at once. I felt like my ass was going to explode. I was not told things would turn violent because my stepson wanted a real response from me. Guys were fucking me roughly when they started choking me and punching me in the kidneys. From rough sex to pure torture in less than a minute. I could not breath. I could barely move. I was crying. My stepson was directing it and I could see that he was pleased in my reactions. I was in real pain and shock. I did not want to be doing this anymore. Rough sex, hardcore ass fucking are different things from torture sex. They were going to kill me. They were beating on me while fucking me and I could taste blood. The guys were laughing. My stepson was telling me to look at the camera. I passed out. I was surprised I woke up. I thought for sure that I was dead. I woke up in a pile of blood, vomit, piss and cum. A small bag of coke was on the coffee table. I almost died for a day’s supply of coke.
Holiday weekends mean gangbang rape porn for me. My husband took our sons camping. I do not camp. I know, right? I will let dirty strangers cum inside me, but I will not sleep in a tent. After last night, I think I should have gone camping. Like clockwork, my stepson paid me a visit. He wanted to live stream me for money. Usually, our live streams are just us. He violates me however the guys with the Bitcons tell him. Last night, he had a few extra men with him. Men with huge cocks too. He said I needed to wipe the horror off my face because I have fucked worse men. He had me there. I knew I was about to be used up good. They had horse cocks. My stepson hates me. I am just a cash cow to him and his depraved audience. I swear they all must have mommy issues. His viewers pay a lot of cryptocurrency to see very bad things done to me. It started out vanilla. Well, vanilla for me. Exploring rape phone sex fantasies with 4 men would scare most suburban moms. I can handle rough sex. I can handle almost everything, but the viewers wanted some freaky shit. They wanted me stretched and gaped. Three cocks and a fist in my ass at the same time kind of stretched and gaped. I tried my best but screamed. I bled and I made my stepson top Bitcoin. At one point, I had two fists in my ass simultaneously. They raised me in the air like I was a puppet. They shook me from the inside out. It felt like they were gripping my insides, holding on tight and shaking me about like some old hand puppet. I started puking from the motion. When it was all done, I made my stepson top dollar. And he rewarded me with coke. I have subjected myself to worse for far less.
Gangbang rape porn with men can be painful, but no one is more brutal on me than women. I walked into a trap over the weekend. Something, I did not mean to do either. Seriously, I was trying to score coke with this dealer. I had no clue he was in the hospital and his wife was taking care of his business. I did not know when I was texting his number that I was texting her. I would not have mentioned trading my ass for coke again stuff if I had known. I walked right into her trap. She was there with a few other women who were hating on me too. I am that woman. The woman who fucks married men and does what wives will not do. I do not do it because I have no respect for another man’s wife. I do it for the coke. It is not my fault wives do not put out and do the kinky things I will. If they stepped up their game, their husbands would not easily cave to my request for a trade. The women jumped me. They were not a fan of my bluntness. They attacked me like a pack of angry wolves. Stripped me naked and shoved their fingers in my asshole so it would gape. Then a huge wand vibrator was shoved in my asshole. It had a head like a ripe melon. The wife of my dealer used duct tape to keep it inside me. I was convulsing and screaming from the over stimulation. I apologized and begged for mercy, but they wanted to give me anal torture sex. I was pissing and shitting myself. They slapped me and punched me. They even made me eat their dirty old assholes. I got no coke that night. I just got punished for being a druggy whore. Same shit different day. Same pain, different inflictors.
Snuff movies are real. People kill and torture others for all sorts of reasons, but profit is the number one reason. The last thing I remember, I was having drinks with a guy at a bar. The next thing I knew I woke up in a very cold room, bound and gagged. I was scared, but I was not alone. There were other girls in the room too. Some alive, some dead. I freaked out. What the fuck was going on? I was not sure. I could see some of the dead bodies. They had open wounds on their stomach and were missing their eyes. It was a gruesome discovery. This was some sort of black market organ stealing. That was the only thing that made sense. Who ever drugged me and brought me here, was selling me for parts. It was an organ harvesting operation. I was so cold. I could not move. I could smell fear and death. Some of the women were crying. I just had to figure out how to survive. We have all heard urban legends about shit like that. Wake up missing a kidney. I think this was a snuff sex operation, however. They were not going to just take a kidney. They were going to take everything they could from me and leave me for dead. A guy came in and grabbed me and this other girl from the meat locker. They put us on side by side tables and started cutting. No anesthesia. No pain blockers. They just cut into my flesh and took out a kidney as I watched. I was in shock. All the blood. All the pain. I was not surviving this. No one could survive this. I had no idea what pain was until this moment. This was worse than any other fantasy phone sex call ever. One I was not coming back from.
I am full of kidnapping phone sex fantasies. My callers are too. Being kidnapped for nefarious purposes gets my cunt wet. Most women have erotic rape fantasies. Not me. No handsome stranger in my fantasy world. What I think about is being kidnapped and used by a bunch of strangers. Tied up in an uncomfortable position and sodomized for hours by drunk men. I am not one for romantic fantasies. I like the more brutal kind of fantasies. Last night my caller had an elaborate fantasy. I am still masturbating thinking about it. I was a good soccer mom. I did no drugs. I was not a P mom either. I was out jogging one morning when a guy came out of nowhere. He pushed me in the back of an old Chevy van and put a needle in my arm. I woke up in a dingy room tied up with gross men fucking my ass. I was in some macabre gangbang rape porn. Strung out. I was foggy. I had no clue where I was or what was happening to me. As soon as I started to scream, another needle went in me. And I was in la la land again. I could feel cocks ramming into my ass. It probably hurt, but I was out of it. When I started to come out of it, I could feel the pain. The pain of being bound and gagged in an uncomfortable position. The pain of a prolapsed asshole. The shame of having been used as a dirty cum dumpster. Now I was a dirty whore, strung out and in pain. My caller had disgraced a soccer mom. It was a hot fantasy phone call. It made me almost wish I were a good soccer mom. It would be a longer fall from grace.
I have no official training in bondage phone sex. I just know men love to restrain me in uncomfortable positions and do bad things to me. Even my stepson enjoys restraining me. When he comes over with ropes, chains, spreader bars, and a ball gag, I worry. I know he is in a mood. And that mood never goes well for me. Last time he came over with that kind of BDSM equipment, he live streamed our encounter. He beat the crap out of me. This time was no different. He needed money and I am his easiest means for making fast money. I do not understand the world of cryptocurrency, but he makes good money live streaming our encounters. Plenty of men in the world with mommy issues. Viewers pay in Bitcoins to watch the stream and they tip extra to watch him do certain things to me. Just when I think things cannot get worse, they do. This last stream a man paid 100 Bitcoins to watch me double fisted raw. I have no clue how much money that is. I suspect if it turned out to be pennies, he still would have done it. He put me in his office chair with my legs over the armrests. I had a ball gag in my mouth and my ankles were bound with my arms pinned behind the chair. He widened my asshole with a speculum first for his audience. They were eating it up because I could hear the dings of Bitcoin tips. He cranked it as wide as it would go. He ripped it out then while my ass was gaped, clasped his hands together making one fist and thrust inside me. Even a seasoned ass rape porn star would have screamed, bled and shit herself. I was in so much pain, but my muffled screams just turned him and his audience on more. It was torture. Anal torture. And it lasted hours. I do not think I will ever shit right again.
