I am a taboo phone sex whore who rarely says no. I like to party and that leads to bad choices and lots of regret. I was partying with some black guys last night. They always have the best coke, and they share. They never mind sharing with a white chick. I will suck the black off a big black cock if it gets me coke. My drug dealer is black and when he is out of blow, he points me in the right direction to get some quality shit. Last night he pointed me to Leroy. And Leroy and his posse were willing to trade me coke for some hardcore ass fucking. I agreed before seeing their cocks. My dealer, Marcus, is a foot long. I thought no way they would be bigger than him. I know black guys have huge cocks, but I did not think cocks bigger than 12-inches was the norm. His posse was large, but their cocks were anacondas. Huge fucking monster dicks. They sodomized me into oblivion. I have never had so many huge nigger dicks inside me at once. Never so big either. The used me for hours as their personal ass rape porn star. I understood. I had to get used up good for coke. I wanted a huge amount and that would come at a cost. It is a holiday weekend coming up and I need more blow than normal to keep up with my horny sons and all their friends. I never worked so hard for coke in my life. My ass is like a canyon now. Gaped, prolapsed, battered and bloody. They often double stuffed my ass with a couple cocks at once. Ouch. I said no many times, but no is not a word these guys take seriously. I survived the ordeal. Barely, but I have coke to last me the holiday weekend. They have a gangbang rape porn to remember me by too.
Ass rape porn stars never live a dull moment. I do not know what a boring suburban life is all about. That has never been me. Being raised by an incest loving, coke-head mother, made life non-traditional for me, and definitely never boring. My mom, however, never had to do the things I do for coke because she ran the finances of the house. My dad was on the road for work all the time and never knew how much anything really cost. My husband has a tight rein on my finances because any money he gives me for household maintenance ends up in my nose. Over the years, I have become resilient. I learned that trading my fuck holes for coke was not that hard to do. Then I got older, more used up and it was no longer a simple trade. Now, I must endure things like anal gangbang rape porn to get a bag of coke. But I do it because I have no shame.
Earlier in the week, I hooked up with this client of my stepson to get some coke. He has watched me get anally tortured with big objects for over a year now. He does not live in my city but found himself nearby for business. He paid my stepson a few grand to use me like a dirty whore with some business associates. In return I got a bigger bag of coke than usual. Fourth of July is coming up and I needed a stash, so I agreed to do this. In hindsight, I should have known better. There were 20 guys, not just a couple. They all had big cocks and wanted to hurt a red-headed bitch like me. No condoms or lube which is par for the course. Fists, cocks, baseball bats and beer bottles were used to sodomize me. The end goal was to prolapse and ruin my ass. They were not gentle. To them I was just some dirty, washed-up taboo phone sex slut. I think that is what I will always be.
Snuff movies are more fun to watch than to star in. I know from experience how rough some snuff flicks are on a woman’s holes. I owed this woman. Well, not so much owed her. She was blackmailing me. She found out I was fucking her son. I think she was just jealous that I got to his little wiener before her. She threatened to call the cops on me. I was stupid. I sent him nude selfies. He is younger than my two sons. I figured for a mom to blackmail me instead of sending me to prison, it had to be something extreme I had to do in exchange. I was thinking snuff porn. This woman is rough. If I had known she was the boy’s mother, I never would have seduced him. She is a biker bitch. Single mom. Reputation as a man eater. She is awful to men. Turns out she is just as awful to women who molest her son. I had no choice. Be her victim for whatever macabre film she was going to make, or go to prison and never see my boys again. I made a torture film with her. She stripped me down naked and tied me to a table. My legs were spread. She had electrodes attached to my nipples and clit. She shocked me so often, I could smell my burning flesh. She used a couple of those industrial sized back massagers everyone knows women use on their pussies. She shoved one in my cunt and the other one up my ass. I was screaming. My entire body was convulsing from over stimulation. She duct taped the vibrator to my pussy and I was having piss orgasms. She was filming it. Apparently, streaming the torture sex of my girl parts for profit was her way of exacting revenge. From all the money dings I heard, it was a profitable revenge.
Medical fetish phone sex calls scare me. Anytime, anyone asks me what my medical fetish is, I go mute. I do not want to say I am into rough anal. I mean I do love a hardcore ass fucking, but most guys are more brutal than I could even imagine with my ass. My stepson has a private client who loves medical fetish flicks. He wants an asshole prolaplsed to the point you can put a zip tie on it and make the anus look like a pacifier. No thank you. But it is not like I have a choice. I wanted to spend Father’s day with my husband and my sons, but I was summoned. I had to lie to my family about where I needed to go in the middle of our celebration. I love my family, but my stepson controls me with blackmail and cocaine. I told him I did not have much time that I could be gone. I threatened him but I cannot back it up. I can never back it up. I am too afraid of losing my cushy life. I am just a perpetual fuck up. Everything was set up for a quick snuff porn, but I dreaded this. I saw the stirrups, speculum, the Ben-Gay and the zip ties. This was going to hurt. I sat in a gyno chair with my legs spread. He used a baseball bat to pull my asshole inside out. He put a zip tie on it, followed by some Ben-Gay. My eyes were burning but not like my prolapsed asshole. Hot damn, I was in pain. I was crying. A hardcore ass fucking is one thing. I can handle that. This was anal torture. I was bleeding. I could feel it. My stepson had the camera rolling. It was a live stream for his client. I would have said, who gets off on this kind of anal abuse, but I know plenty of you do. Anal torture sex keeps my phones ringing, but this was not a fantasy call. This was abuse. When I was allowed to leave, I could not sit to drive home. My asshole was still protruding out. Just another day in the life of a druggy whore.
My stepson is in the snuff porn business. I am usually his star. We have an agreement of sorts. I do whatever he says and he gives me coke and does not tell his daddy what a coke fiend I am. I am indebted to my stepson because my husband cut me off financially years ago. He would give me money weekly for groceries and stuff, but it was all going up my nose. Now, I have to get creative with how I get my coke. I do little movies for him and he brings me coke and shuts his mouth. He is rough on my holes, but I have no choice really. He is blackmailing me. Plus, he is my number one coke supplier. I need to do whatever the fuck he wants even if it is a violent ass rape porn movie. Last night, that is what it was, but not for me. I got to be the mommy accomplice. It was hot. The plot of the film was that I was a mommy druggy whore who sold her daughter’s Lolita ass for coke. Trust me, if I had a daughter, that film would be mirroring my life. Not sure where he got the girl. I do not ask many questions. She was a young teen girl. She told me he offered her $500 and she needs to help her family. This one was young and innocent unlike me, but she was willing. I feared for her because I knew she had no clue what she was getting herself into. We made a violent teen rape porn. He streamed me sodomizing her with my fists and a beer bottle. He fucked her ass too. I just primed her tight teen shit box for him. She had a dirty ass if you know what I mean. I am a seasoned anal whore. I use an emema before I do a hardcore anal porn. I cleaned her ass out and up when I was done with her, but my stepson’s viewers loved it. Every fucking moment. Her ass was destroyed and sore at the end. I felt bad. She went through hell for $500. But then so do I. My stepson loves desperate girls. Do you?
I love kinky or violent roleplay phone sex. Usually, on my snuff site guys are calling me for accomplice stuff or to make me their victim with some sort of dark and violent death at the end. My last caller of the night wanted me in charge. I was the bad ass cop, and he was the dirty black boy speeding. I am submissive and mostly play the victim role, so it was nice to be in charge. You know, be the bad ass. He wanted some race play, which I almost never get to do as a sub, but I called him a dirty nigger boy and abused the fuck out of him. He liked it though when I shoved my baton up his ass. He came so hard. I am sure he had no clue that he had an ass rape porn star living inside him. I had him bent over the hood of his car. I pulled his pants down to do a full cavity search. I was sure he was hiding drugs somewhere. So, I checked. I used my tongue and fingers to probe his ass. When I could not get deep enough in his black ass, I broke out my baton. I spit on the top and I spit on his dirty black ass and shoved that baton so deep that I am sure it felt like it might come out his mouth. I was hurling racial insults calling him a coon and nigger boy, and so many others. His cock was big. He liked whatever I was doing to his tight asshole. His monster nigger dick got so big with that Baton up his ass. I told him to fuck my white cunt while I had a gun to his head. Only thing he was good for was fucking. He pounded the shit out of my fuck holes because his life depended on it. It was a hot taboo phone sex roleplay. Gave me a taste of being in charge and I liked it. Also, gave me a taste for those big nigger dicks and I liked that too.
Torture sex fantasies are common with a submissive slut like me. Men know when you are desperate for cash, attention or drugs. I am usually desperate for all three. My stepson knows this all to well. He dangles carrots in my face and every time I say no more, I cave because he gives me what I crave and need which is a big bag of coke. He showed up last night while his father was out of town on business. His brothers were asleep upstairs. I knew it was him at the door. It was almost 2 am and I heard the door open. It sounds a beep in my room. No one was breaking in. Whomever came in had a key and knew the code. With my boys asleep and my husband out of town, that left my stepson. I sighed heavy knowing this would be no fun for me. I went to do a bump quickly and realized I was out. Ugh. Now, I was going to have to do what he wanted. What he wanted was to make a violent ass rape porn. He had a client wanting a personal movie just for his spank bank collection. My stepson gets the money and I get some coke. I knew there would be blood, shit, piss and pain involved, but I was desperate. I was out of coke. I would have agreed to be dismembered. I was prepared, well I thought I was. A baseball bat up the ass sober with no lube rips your asshole apart. Makes it bleed too. I am sore today. Sorer than I have been in a long time. My asshole is swollen and bleeding still, but the coke numbs the pain. I would say that I will not be his taboo phone sex whore again, but I will be desperate for coke again soon.
Taboo phone sex is something I am no stranger too. I have had taboo sex all my life. I lost my virginity to my brother while my mother watched to give you an idea of the level of taboo fucking, I am talking about. I have been fucking my stepson since I married his dad. More like he has been fucking me. He has been blackmailing me for years. He knows about the monkey on my back and exploits me for it. I am okay with it because he always feeds my addiction. But with time, he gets more and more violent and extreme. He likes to stream videos for money. I am always his star. I am his cash cow and his get out of jail free card. We are both fuck ups, so when we are together, it is always a wild time. He out did himself last night. He wanted to stream a gangbang rape porn with me as the star. Usually, his friends come over and sodomize me, maybe put a couple cocks in a hole at once. Last night, however, my costars were all schoolboys. He wanted to make a mommy rape fantasy movie to stream on the dark net. This was the type of movie that could get us all arrested. I do love boy cock, but I was not sure about this. A bunch of random boys I did not know. Not like I had a choice. No clue where he found these boys, but they were down to fuck me. They brutalized me too. All that pent up aggression, I guess. Maybe they had mommy cock teases and I was their surrogate. I did not ask many questions. I understood the assignment. I am just to look pretty and get brutalized. Those horny boys enjoyed ruining my asshole. I have been an ass rape porn star before, and I will again too. These boys gaped and prolapsed my asshole on film, calling me mommy. My stepson’s movie was an instant fan favorite. I had no idea so many boys had rape fantasies for mommy.
Just another day in the life of a gangbang rape porn druggy whore. I was sharing fantasies with this dealer I know. I do not go to him often, but when I do, I must tell him a dark fantasy that I have. Usually, I must tell him while he is skull fucking me. Last week, I made up a story about a gang bang in a club. Honestly, I was just rehashing the Jodie Foster in Accused gang fuck on a pinball machine scene in The Accused movie, LOL. I just said pool table instead. I wanted coke. I did not want to have a true confession talk. I got my coke and forgot all about him until last night when I was at my local dive bar. I go there all the time. Most of the working-class Joes have coke or weed and they share. I know a lot of them, but last night, it was a bunch of new faces. My high ass thought maybe I was at the wrong bar. I had a few drinks and was about to leave when a guy wanted to buy me a shot. I did that shot with him and the next thing I knew, I was being dragged by my hair to the back room kicking and screaming. I wanted nothing to do with these new men. They started exploring their rape phone sex fantasies with me on the pool table almost verbatim the way I described it to the drug dealer who wanted a dark fantasy before he would give me coke. I knew in my fucked-up head that he was behind this. They even sodomized me with beer bottles like I described. I was screaming for help. No regulars in the bar. It was all strangers who had no problem fucking all my holes with their cocks, fists and beer bottles. I am a taboo queen. I do a lot of coke and fucked up shit for coke, but this was some fucked up shit this guy did to me. He took a dark fantasy I confessed to him that was not even my fantasy and made it a reality. One I will never forget. I was their ass rape porn star for 45 minutes of hell. I need to be careful which true confessions I share with dealers.
Sometimes bondage phone sex is just foreplay to snuff. I agreed to let this drug dealer tie me up for some pictures. He was going to pay me in cocaine. To me, that was easy money. He has a fetish site on the dark net that specializes in all kinds of kinky fetishes. He loves to use mature women as models too. My normal drug dealer hooked me up with him. When my dealer cannot handle the amount of blow, I need or he is running low on supply, I see Mario. He is this young Guido like guy. Looks more like a pimp than a pornographer. I have modeled for him. It has been rough, but not deadly. That all changed this time. When he tied me up, he brought in some men. He said we were making a gangbang rape porn. I was not really sure I wanted a bunch of men I did not know violating me, but he promised me more coke. I told myself I have done worse because I have for coke. These men were beasts. Tall and broad with monster cocks. I may be a seasoned anal whore, but those cocks were big even for my standards. I was afraid to say much more. I mean, I was bound and contorted. I was not sure I would ever walk straight again if these men fucked me. My ass got the brunt of the abuse. Two monster cocks with no lube penetrated my ass simultaneously. I am an ass rape porn star, but I had over 20 thick inches in my ass at once. I was moaning in pain, but they just fucked me harder. I covered their cocks in ass juice which is just a nice way of saying shit and they forced their dirty dicks down my throat. I did get coke, but I left my pride on the cutting room floor.
