It was a torture sex Halloween party for me. This woman I know invited me to a costume party. She is a fellow soccer mom with a monkey on her back like me. We party together often. I did not think anything about the invite. We are friends. I should have thought twice because the bitch set me up for a free fix. I likely would have done the same. There was no party. Just two sick dykes who wanted to torture me for some sort of macabre live stream. Would not be the first time someone has done that to me. Likely, will not be the last either. I am a pain slut, but women torture me worse than any man. I mean I would almost rather die in a snuff porn than endure torture at the hands of two mean dykes. They had the biggest cattle prods I have ever seen. They kept shocking me until I was pissing myself everywhere. I mean I had piss spraying out my cunt because of the intensity of the prod. To make it more amusing for them, they doused me in water so that it was more like being electrocuted than shocked. My entire body would shake and convulse. Each shock, they kicked up the voltage until I could smell my burnt hair. The lesbos were laughing and telling me I was their cash cow for the night. My friend could not even look me in the eye. She saw the pain on my face. She knew I was enduring more than the usual amounts of pain. I was crying, shaking, and pissing from the continual shock waves pulsating through my run-down body. I could hear the Bitcoin pledges and with every ding, came stronger currents. These bitches came close to killing me with their torture phone sex techniques. I almost died. I did not even get any coke out of it. My ex-friend got all the coke. Now I need to plot my revenge on the cunt. Payback is a bitch and so is she.
Snuff porn is on guys’ minds this month. October is full of horror films. Guys get inspiration. Guys like my stepson who hates me. He summed me to his place the other night. I was not fucked up. In fact, I looked like a typical soccer mom. I had been out with my boys shopping for their Halloween costumes when I got the text. I dropped my sons off at the house and hustled over to my stepson’s place. I knew it would not be pleasant for me. It never is, but since he is blackmailing me, when he summons me, I rush to his place. I walked into what looked like a horror movie set. He had snuff sex on his mind. He told me he needed some quick money. I have been his cash cow for years now. He has no job. He cannot keep one either. My husband will not give him money anymore either. My husband knows we are both bad with money. The difference between me and my stepson is that I can trade my fuck holes for my drugs. My stepson cannot, but he can trade mine. He pimped me out for a live stream. He had a few guys who paid him to fuck me. Then he had thousands of guys paying to watch the live stream of me getting fucked. He had it set up so that we would be reacting violent scenes in popular horror movies like the Saw and Halloween franchises. This was not good for me. I mean I could end up dead. One of these days my stepson will go too far. I tell myself that as much as he hates me, he needs me. I am his cash cow. Without me, he has no money for drugs. We made a bunch of mini gangbang rape porn videos that night. I got fucked hard. I got beat and fisted and even choked too. I did not like being brutalized. I never do. But I have many more years of being his punching bag because he is blackmailing me. I survived, but I know one day, I won’t.
Rape phone sex fantasies for mommy are very common. Most boys have a mommy they feel cock teased them. I spend a good deal of time talking to men with rape fantasies for their mother. Sometimes, I meet men like that too. Over the weekend, I met a young boy who has those fantasies too. Only he did not have rape fantasies for his mother. He had them for his best friend’s mother, which is me. My sons were camping with their father, when Robbie showed up. I knew he knew my son was gone this weekend. I played it coy though as not to embarrass the boy. I thought he just had a crush on me. In hindsight, he wanted me alone. He always seemed like such a nice boy. But his demeanor changed quickly. He grabbed a kitchen knife and told me to strip naked. He had stone cold killer phone sex eyes. I mean his eyes went black as night. He wanted to hurt me. They way he explained it, I owed him for years of cock teasing him. He found a bunch of hardcore photos of me. He found my phone sex sites too. He said if I could fuck my own sons, I could fuck him. His logic was not wrong, but I am more than twice his age, and he was trying to assault me. I could not let the little punk think that was okay. Well, he showed me. He pinned me on the floor and ripped my panties off. When I tried to fight him, he tied my wrists together with some rope he found in a kitchen drawer. He held me down and shoved his cock in my asshole like I was an ass rape porn star. I screamed and fought him, but he was too strong for me. He came in me, but he was not done. He fucked me for hours, until his balls were drained. I had no idea what a little shit my son’s best friend was.
Gangbang rape porn is what men like to watch. At least that is what my evil stepson keeps telling me. He says men pay good money to see milfs like me shredded on a live stream. In his mind, I owe him. He thinks his father loves my sons more than him and that I was the homewrecker who broke up his marriage. What can I say? My husband fell in love with me at first site. I was getting gang banged on a pool table in a bar he was at with friends. They were out of town, but my husband watched the free show and fell in love. He did leave his wife for me, but my husband loves all his sons equally. My stepson just likes to think I fucked up his life, so I let him because I cannot argue with him. He is one of those guys you cannot argue with because he is always right. He was in one hell of a mood last night. Drunk, high and angry. That is a painful combination for this taboo phone sex bitch. He wanted to stream a gang bang. He has blackmailed me for years. My husband thinks I just do a little coke now and then. He does not know I am still a daily cokehead. My stepson knows and he has tons of video and photos of me doing nasty things while fucked up too. My husband would leave me, so I bow to my stepson’s whim every time. I regret it every time too. Last night he had a bunch of his friends over and they took turns fucking my ass and cunt until I was bleeding cum. They made me shit and piss the cum out of my holes and lick it up. All of it was captured on his little ass rape porn film. He has all my nasty doings on film, so I guess he can keep on blackmailing me forever.
I met a fellow ass rape porn star last night. We were both scoring some coke from the same dealer. We recognized each other because we made a few underground films together in the past. Two druggy milf whores will give up the ass for free coke. I guess it is not free because our assholes do pay the price. Anyway, after we both got our coke, we decided that we should cut out the middleman and stream our own anal porn. We could make bank on a site like chaterbate. If we had our own money, we would not be at the mercy of drug dealers because we could pay with cash and not our bodies. She said she had a dark web account for a streaming platform. Last night, after we got coked up, we let our taboo phone sex freak flags fly. She had the camera set up and all the anal toys I could imagine. Now, this was a dark net site, which meant men would be more brutal. The regular places like Chaterbate have limitations. On the dark web there are no limitations. Zero. What men pay for they get. We tested it out last night since our assholes were healed and we were high. Holy shit. We been doing this wrong all along. We had over 100 guys watching our freak anal show within 5 minutes of starting. Guys paid in Bitcoins, but she knows how to convert that into cash. They tipped us to use certain things in our asses. We used huge double-sided dildos, household objects and even fisted each other. I have done live streams with my stepson, but he is way more violent than a fellow coked up milf with my asshole. We did what the guys wanted because we were making bank off our first anal sex show. Our asses swallowed up many things for that coin. But we were not risking our lives for snuff porn. We were only risking our pretty puckered assholes for some Bitcoin to buy coke. I think I have a new gig.
Anal torture sex is my jam. I have long been an anal whore. It started when I was a teen girl. My mom wanted to watch my brother fuck me, but she was afraid I would get pregnant once I started my period, so she had him only fuck my ass once I started menstruating. I have been getting dick in my ass for a long time. Now, a cock alone will not do me any damage because I have been an anal whore a long time. So, when I must give up my ass for coke, guys know I need something bigger than a cock because I am an ass rape porn star. Trevor is this guy I hate to go to for coke, but sometimes I am desperate. Ever since Covid, getting coke has been challenging. The demand is high, but the supply is low. Many of my normal dealers just do not have what I need, so I must go to the less savory dealers and subject myself to things like brutal anal torture. I do have a nice ass, but every time I go to one of these unsavory guys, my ass gets ruined a little more. This weekend was no exception. Trevor had this big meat hook thing that looked scary as fuck. Turns out it was scary as fuck. He put the cold metal hook in my ass and hoisted me in the air. I felt my asshole ripping. I was certain that blood was dripping down on the metal meat hook. He swung me around in the air like I was Peter Pan. I was in pain, and dizzy, not to mention motion sick from the movement. I screamed in pain as he jacked off below me. When he let me down, he came on my face. I collapsed with a thud and cried curled up in a ball from the pain. He gave me my coke, but I had to lay their awhile before I could even move again. This taboo phone sex whore met her match with that metal meat hook.
I love a hot fantasy phone sex, especially violent fantasies. I do a lot of rape fantasies, but my favorite is mommy son rape fantasies. I have a caller who calls me weekly for mommy rape fantasies. Always a little different each time. Yesterday, I got to be a pregnant mommy. I did a bunch of wild and kinky shit when I was pregnant with my two sons. In this fantasy, I was pregnant with number three. My other two boys were asleep in the house when this guy broke into my house. He saw me earlier in the day shopping and followed me home. He wanted to explore his rape phone sex fantasies with a pregnant mom. I was an easy target. I woke up in the middle of the night to a shadowy figure towering over me. I was scared. I screamed but he stuffed my panties in my mouth. He cut my nightgown off and ripped my panties from body. I was struggling with him, but he threatened to stab me in my pregnant belly if I fought him. He got on top of me and held a knife to my throat. He was going to slice me if I fought him. My sons came into the room. I guess they heard him. I was afraid for my sons. I told them mommy just had a friend over and to leave, but my masked intruder told them to stay and watch or mommy and their soon to be baby brother or sister would die with me. My boys were scared, but not so scared they couldn’t get erections. Their little boy dicks were hard watching me get force fucked. My intruder could have used me as a snuff porn mommy, but he just fucked me into labor. I can make your wildest fantasies cum true too.
Torture sex is always profitable. Not always enjoyable for me, but if I can withstand the pain, I can make bank or at least have enough to score some blow. The cost of coke has skyrocketed. There are less dealers around too, so I must go to the ones I use to avoid like the plague. Beggars cannot be choosers. I go to whoever has coke and do whatever that person wants. Marc wanted to abuse me first on film. He told me that he had some guys who pay to see women abused. I am not talking about slapping me around or rough sex. I mean electrocution, cutting my flesh, penetration with large objects and strangulation kind of torture. It was worse than snuff sex. I mean this guy was getting off on really hurting me. He was directing his assistant to do the bodily harm. He was my costar I guess and the asshole who had the coke was the director. I was struggling to keep up with everything that was being done to me. I could smell my burning flesh. I did not like it one bit. My nipples were smoldering from electrocution. My throat was restricting from the strangulation. I think he collapsed part of my trachea because I was making a weird whistling sound out of my mouth and my neck was black, blue and purple. I had cuts all over my body that were bleeding at a steady rate. I think my nose was broken. Pretty certain, I have some kidney bruising from the sucker punches too. I am a masochist. I love pain, but this was way over my threshold. I puked on camera. I pissed myself and I was crying. I begged to be released. Said fuck the coke. And for me to do that it was way too much torture phone sex pain. He did not listen to me. He just kept torturing me until I passed out. I woke up naked on the floor with a bag of coke beside me. I had to lay there all night before I had the strength to even do a line.
I am all about taboo phone sex fantasies. I may be a soccer mom, but I have dark fantasies. I love to explore them with callers. I think my favorite is a mommy rape fantasy. Although my sons never have to force me to fuck them, I find myself masturbating often to the thought of them and some of their teenage friends force fucking me. I am not talking about a few minutes of rough sex before I give in and realize I like it. I am talking about never enjoying it. I like the idea of my sons having a few extra boys over for a sleepover. My husband is out of town for the night, so it is me alone with say 5 teenage boys. They raid the liquor cabinet while I am sleeping and decide that I should be their gangbang rape porn star for the night. I wake up in bed startled by my sons and their friends surrounding me. I think maybe something is wrong, so I ask them. They never speak to me. They just look at me with these evil looks before they pin me to the bed and start ripping off my clothes. I am fighting them, even screaming, but they just ignore me. They start calling me names and yelling at me for cock teasing them. I try to fight them off, but 5 teenage boys are way stronger than 1 soccer mom. They slap me, choke me, fuck my ass and my cunt. They make sure every hole of mine is double stuffed with boy cock. I know something must be wrong with me to have such violent rape phone sex fantasies, but I do. Do you ever fantasize about forcing yourself on your own mother? Maybe we could explore it. I would be your willing victim.
I have auditioned for a lot of snuff movies in my life. Story of my life really. Even before I got married and started a family, I did a few snuff flicks. I have never been very high brow as they say. I have had a coke addiction since I was a teen girl thanks to my coke addicted, incest loving mother. This apple does not fall far from the tree. I needed money last week, so I answered this ad in the back of a dirty magazine. It was a bondage and hardcore BDSM magazine. The kind I use to pose for when I was younger and hotter. Turns out the director was the very first director to star me in an ass rape porn video when I was 18. He remembered this red-headed nasty freak even though it has been 20 years. He said I have not aged one bit. He was too kind. He made me an anal sensation. For awhile there, I made top dollar doing hardcore anal sex porn. Then I got labeled as a druggie and unreliable and a bit used up, so the legitimate studios blackballed me. This director was once only working with the top tiered fresh meat, but he is older and has had some legal issues, so now he is a broker. He makes underground violent films for private viewers. This was a hardcore ass film, and he knew it was his lucky day seeing me in front of the camera. I took some sexy stills like the one in this blog before the fun began. I got a large metal hook in my ass and some studio assistant hoisted me in the air. I felt like a BDSM Peter Pan swaying back and forth. Then suddenly, the assistant let me fall to the ground. It hurt. I was stunned. The hook fell out of my ass but was quickly replaced by cocks. Suddenly, a small army of men with huge cocks made me their gangbang rape porn star. The meat hook was just to stretch my ass out. At one point I had I think 6 big black cocks in my tiny asshole. This was nothing like the soft-core ass porn I did for this guy in the early 2000s. This was a violent gang bang that went on so long my ass prolapsed and went numb. I got my cash and coke, but it will be a while before my ass heals.
