I held my hands out to catch my balance as I stumbled down the hallway. I only had one beer, I thought I must had been shit faced already. I was just a little brat then, thought I knew it all. My mom always warned me to stay away from the neighbor. I couldn’t help but tease him when I went outside. I know teens were a part of the taboo phone sex shit that mom always blabbered on about but I did not give a fuck. She made me so mad one night and took away my cell phone. Like a knight in shining armor he let me come into his place and gave me a beer.
It did not take long till the drug that he slipped in it kicked in. Like I said back then I thought I was just drunk. I sat back onto the couch. He was right there by my side to make sure I was “okay.” He started to unbutton my skirt but my arms were like jello. He ripped my shirt up and put his tongue all over my body. He shoved his fingers inside of my cunt and I cried out asking him to stop. It hurt so badly. He was rough, and this was not how I thought my first time would be. Tears fell down the sides of my cheeks. He pulled his hand from my skirt licking the blood from his fingers. He had popped my cherry and was very excited about it.
He pulled his cock from his pants and straddled my face standing on either side of me on the couch. He held my nose as I tried to jerk my head free from his grasp. One my mouth opened he hooked his finger against my bottom teeth pulling my mouth open wider to force his cock deep into my throat. I puked up all over his cock. He slapped me across the face for being such a nasty bitch. He was about done with me he said throwing me onto the flood and pulling my ass up to him. He ripped my skirt off and shoved his cock inside of my pussy. I cried as he took away my virginity, my first rape fantasy. I wonder how everything would had been if I listened to my mother. Too late now I guess.