Today I got see what it was like looking from the inside out. I see another girl being brought down. She looked smaller than me, more fragile and broken. She was crying and scared. I felt pity for her because I knew what was to come and I knew what she going to be put through. I felt so bad for her but then I felt relief because it meant that I was going to get a break and I wasn’t going to be abused today. I got to watch all those men abuse her. I watched her holes being filled. I watched her cry and I wanted to cry with her because I felt her pain. I kind of was being turned on though. What does that make me? My pussy being wet watching hers being pounded deep, her mouth being full and her ass dripping with cum. I watched all her holes being abused and I wanted to cum. What kind of monster am I becoming?