I just really started to feel lonely with these fucking Holidays. I wanted a special love. Snuff sex is my way to get that special love. Driving around at night I search for my prey. I really enjoy the dark streets after bars and clubs close. It was hard last year. This year the lonely-hearts club get drunk and wander the streets like rats. That’s so perfect. I find my target. My favorite is to slowly follow him. When he is crossing the street, I accelerate. Just enough to bump him. I knock him down then get out. I wear my stilettos and press the heel into his groin. He gets a view of heaven while feeling the wrath of hell. My short leather skirt and no panties. Ripped stocking and stilettos. Quite the view of my shaved cunt. These men are lonely and horny. I tell them I love them and drag them into my trunk. Smiling and telling them how much I love them as I duct tape their mouth, eyes, wrists and ankles. Kissing them on the cheek before slamming the trunk.
My collection of worthless normal men is fun to torture. This is the perfect way to occupy my loneliness and boredom during these hideous family fucking shit shows. My family is crap, boring and non-existent. I cook for these guys and dress to the nines to serve them in their rooms. I serve them a special love. The balls of other men. Sautéed penis, tongue and sometimes even deep-fried anus. It’s a culinary art to cut pieces of these guys and serve them to one another. I cuddle them and explain that my love is all they will know and the color of my Love is Black. Black like my soul. You would do best to stumble in my path if your feeling hopeless these holidays.