Here I sit staring in the mirror. I used to be a fairly attractive girl. The person staring back at me is someone I don’t recognize. Not one inch of my flesh isn’t discolored by bruises. Cuts cover my face and neck and the swelling is ghoulish.
I thought I was so lucky to get away from him. My ex-husband that I thought was the most abusive and brutal man ever! But here I sit and the situation gets worse by the day.
When he took me away and said that woman were meant for a mans pleasure I had no clue.
I was soon to find out that man’s pleasure doesn’t always equal a woman’s pleasure a well. In fact more often it I the pleasure he derives from watching me suffer and in pain.
I know now there is no escape and that being beat an humiliated, pissed on, kicked in the ribs and tortured is what I deserve.
I am so used to pain that I don’t know any other way. When I am not being abused I think something is wrong.
I just hope if he ever gets tired of me that there is another man out there that will take me and treat me the way I need to be treated.
Like a worthless whore!
~Paulina
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